Is me n Raven in our echo chamber like. Everybody mean to us. Me (Volia): Im aggressive retaliation Raven: Im extreme avoidance- the (whatever this is) brothers. I think the relationship w Raven is qpp tier tbh. Love em so so much. Nobody get me like u do. Starting to understand why my brain split an alter thas so similar lol

Jyu so badly wants us to make a grunge hard rock song for him to sing his lungs out to. Sitting here like Darling you know we dont Sing. we do vocasynth. Its not gonna be the same. Jyu having a secret rockstar potential side to him is really so cute and endearing knowing the rest of his life etc. Is totally unexpected but so hot of him. - Ravolia

My coworker and i coming out to each other as DID \o/ yayyy yippie hurray. Lets hold hands and frolics in the fields -???(Ravolia/Estelle/???)

Re: the previous posts, i made a normal song as much as i could (???) Anddd its also sad as hell about my childhood etc. So there.

I think psychs should use my music as a diagnostic tool. For real its so alienating to hear that high functioning autistic ppl can sometimes be so smart and talented especially if someth is their special interest. Why am i so smart at boring stuff like analysis and understanding the logic of everything in the world. Instead of music composing which im dumb as hell at, outrageously so for someone who has been doing it for like 8 years and its my special interest. The way my music sounds is probably the biggest indicator thats somethings wrong w me. I sent someone a song i made that i think turned out good and he said "i like it but for some reason it gives me weird vibes" ????????? Like what did he mean by this. What was he trying to say. I think the worst part is that i have no idea what is wrong actually. I like my music. Idk why everyone is always like "your music is so interesting and strange" "weird choice in instruments" "ive never seen this rythmical structure before" etc what do you people mean????????,?,??