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My brain is spazzing the fuck out. Jesus fuck.
Was I that much of an embarrassment
Why can’t I stop talking
Breathe
It doesn’t matter it never mattered
Alone alone alone again
Why am I stuck
Hypocrites
Why can’t I be better
Why am I so tired and stupid and ugly
I’m getting so old
I’m too old to act like this and think like this
I’ll never be anything
I picked this cage
Just drift somewhere else not too far away
I have to do better
I wish I could learn how to tell lies
No one matters
They were all so mean to me
I’m sensitive
I’m reading to much into it
Please tell me I never mattered
Is this a mental breakdown or not yet
Why can’t I just be normal
No I don’t want that medicine
I want to feel things just not as much
Why didn’t anyone want me
What piece of me is missing
I’m not that bad I don’t think
Why does everyone go away
Why am I just a memory
Why does no one love me
Why am I only good for one thing
I can’t stop thinking and I can’t stop feeling
Why do I love so much
They didn’t mean what they said
Did they mean what they said
Why can’t I be happy
I just want to be good at something
I want to be loved for something
I want to disappear and try again
How many thoughts per minutes can neurotypicals experience? asking for a friend
Fic recs - boredom, rapid minds, adhd, divergent thinking and that constant noise
Just read a post about the portrayal of Sherlock sometimes feeling rather relatable to people with ADHD. Not everything, clearly, but the mix of single-minded focus and constant distraction, the intolerance of boredom, the pain of insufficient stimulation and the dread of over stimulation is something you rarely see so well-illustrated as you sometimes do in this fandom.
I wanted to put together some kind of list of fics - or scenes or chapters from fics - that is illustrative to these particular aspects of the overactive mind - because it’s far more beautiful in fiction than in real life, but fiction helps us understand it in some way, and that’s a rare thing.
So. Do you have any favourite parts or whole fics on this? They don’t have to be about ADHD or neurodiversity at all - it’s the feeling and illustration I’m looking for. Something you relate to.
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woke up at 5am
brain won’t shut up
sometimes when my thoughts start to fly off the handle i like to play “tune the radio” and let each thought rapidly and loudly explode in my head before i switch to a different one