I no longer search for heaven in the shadows that demons cast in the darkness, upon the ghosts of yesterdays or the echoes of tomorrows.
I know how it feels to have silence grip my throat and how it vibrates when I scream into paper cups, the resonance of forgotten romance as it glistens upon the skin… as my body purges the memories from every cell within.
I know…
now…
that all of this means nothing.
yesterday … tomorrow…the absence of something.
nothing-ness lasts in the moment of now and now is the presence of gifts given to a youth that knows not how to appreciate an empty locket filled with memories that never last.
So I peel them back, the layers of time… of flesh to bone… and birth a new star from the ashes of home. - jodee