a heart place and forever favourite - #schierstein harbor 💙 struggling with self-worth at the moment and going through a tough time when it comes to my own life's 'purpose', whatever that means. especially work-related issues tear me down and steals a lot of energy, but i still haven't found any good solution about what to change, other than continuing at a different company that will most likely have the same issues. i struggle also with the system of it all and where the future is headed towards, seeing no betterment. and it really affects me that i do not have the energy and money to pursue more creative approaches, being too stuck in the systemic construct of society, basically working my ass off to pay monthly expenses. add to that just the general state of our world, and being annoyed by the smallest things, not able to look at things more chill and relaxed... creates a struggle i try to mend with retreating into shells again. which in turn also doesn't serve me well and makes me question all of me and my motivations. uff... y'all have a good tip on how to overcome this social burnout & existential dread? self-deprecation & constant self-questioning? i wish i would at least be steadfast in myself and my abilities and capabilities and what i want from life. #wiesbaden #rantingsofadepressedass (hier: Schiersteiner Hafen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CejUFZ5NY5d/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
