#ranting about stuff

Soo something very weird just happened. My brother just called me and that might not be that weird for you but it is for me. He is my brother but he isn't very close to me. You see I and him have a 14 year difference so that might be the problem.

I never saw him as my brother to be honest. I really wish it wasn't this way but I can't change shit, can I. Oh well.

Now he is trying to 'make us more like brother and sister" witch I honestly don't believe is gonna work. I mean I want it to but I have a feeling it's too late for that now.

I really love those Indian serials with a royal backdrop.

Yes, there are Indian royalty in real life. They just do philanthropy, open businesses, and some would join politics.

They're royal, but in name alone. But I'm in love with it because the storyline is so mysterious and dramatic, and their jewelry are so beautiful

I'm here for the royal drama 👏👏 Give me THE DIRTY LAUNDRY!

Sadly, it's kind of a rare genre. And most of it has become supernatural.

I like modern ones, with no magic.

The supernatural ones are so bad.

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This is literally my remarks when I watch them~

"Kuvar sa! No! Don't!"

"Aw, your highness is in love with the commoner. Wait til the queen hears"

"What a beautiful necklace! Surely escaped from the Victorians"

"Why do you have so many swords? Are we at war?"

"Stop acting like Henry viii, please. Just for one episode."

"I don't like you"

"I shall call you by your titles if I like you"

"Are you sure you're royal?"

"Oh, waw. Where did we see that from."

"The King did WHAT????"

"You would've been beheaded for that."

"Where's my guillotine. I know i had it somewhere."

"Yea, DIVA!!! You slay!! Overthrow the old bat!"

"Leave the Male and Female lead alone!"

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I really love their family dynamics, too. The recent series with a royal backdrop I watched is Jhallee.

The Queen has her queer brother who's living with her and her husband (obviously the king of somewhere)

All he does is cause drama and conflict. But why is he living there?! Why doesn't he have a wife?? Do you have something to inherit? Your sister was a blood princess. Do you wanna get with the king??? Idk.

Sadly, i don't see him anymore.

Angels are Christian, Greek gods are from Greek religion, so I guess I kinda have a disconnect there between witch/Wiccan and some beliefs. I guess it’s different from person to person but those specific things I don’t really get personally.

Fae I understand, horned god and triple goddess I get, astrology stuff I understand as well but it’s the, taking things from other religions that I’m kinda ??? On.

I guess it’s just an each time their own stuff but whatever

And than I see some people that also have Buddha’s even though they arnt Buddhist? Idk. Idk it just feels weird to me to be taking things from other religions when you arnt part of that religion as well? If that makes sense.

I know my blog has been messy for a couple of days now and it’s always full of drama and bullshit that I just seem to get myself into without trying I swear lmao. I lost it completely today, but please understand or take into consideration how many nasty messages I get each and every single day, like this shit is daily, it’s not a rare occurrence. So please understand how much of a toll that takes on me and my mental health, it’s honestly like being at school and being bullied every single day and you may think anon hate isn’t that deep don’t be so dramatic, but it’s still bullying in my book, like you’re still being absolutely nasty for no reason and trying to provoke me and it’s not okay. I’m such a sensitive person, always have been and I think it’s understandable when I get these messages every day, that I do bite back. I even get people sending other blogs messages about how much of a bitch I am... like do you know how fucking shitty that is, that ppl aren’t only bullying me to my face (sort of lol) but they’re sending these messages to other blogs....