#rantaboutlife

this adding to the random bruise i found on my knee this morning and the giant burn on my right forearm.

but also work was horrible minus when people i know visited me. but basically i had a tiny panic attack because this was my first day and someone who makes me really angry and insecure was there and it made me want to tear my hair out. and also i'm pmsing and my skin is breaking out and i didn't like the way i did my makeup today so i just kind of felt like the whole world was falling apart and they didn't have anything i needed there so it just made the whole situation about a million times worse. so it was just kind of horrible and i was trying really hard to stay composed and not get sarcastic and snappy or just start crying (usually either happens when i'm upset).

but i think my favorite part of the day was when i actually knew the answers to peoples questions and could help them. like the lady looking for a leave in conditioner/heat protectant (i showed her exactly what i use and she loved it) and then the lady with rosacea who i knew exactly what they needed right off the top of my head and if they asked the person who makes me feel uncomfortable, she wouldn't have been able to do what i did. and i made people happy and gave them what they really needed which is all i really wanted to do in the first place. SO TAKE THAT FLIPPING SALES PEOPLE.