Random Rage #1
It really aggravates me when I watch vlogs and makeup-tutorial videos because the people that make the videos are so vibrantly pretty and self confident about there looks/fashion. Don’t get me wrong, i’m not shaming the people who makes the videos. I quit personally love and admire them. It’s just that as a self conscious person who lives in a very discrete and small type of area. I, nore does most people in/at my town or school wears or cares for their makeup/fasion as much as I do. And its getting on the borderline of stereotypical trashtalk where you’re either “trying to hard to be pretty” or “not trying hard enough to take care of yourself”. And this bugs me beyond comparison. Yes, I know that I could do my own thing, screw the haters and all that stuff, there’s people who will love you for who you are blah blah blah. But i’m honestly not worried about them, i’m worried about what my friends would think of me and treat me like. This may be pointless and totally narcissistic, but it was just on my mind.
