I start a work from home roadside assistance job tomorrow and I feel like it's going to go terrible, every call center job I've had has been the absolute worst and made my mental illness worse because of how abusive those jobs can be, and that was all being in office. I honestly wouldn't have taken the job if I had other opportunities, but at this point in time Im a bit stuck and the only thing I can do is try right? At least I'll be at home even if I'm suffering, I just hope I don't dread home because of the job. At least in a few weeks I start school and will have that to preoccupy myself if things don't work out. Ah I just hope for different outcomes than I've received in the past for similar activities. But don't they say "doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different outcome is the definition of insanity"?? Welp anyways, off to go to a farm to feed some animals so I don't focus on the impending doom feeling that I feel 😆
