Me: *is happy and having a good time.*
Also me: *suddenly zones out, plunges into a pit of sadness while turning on sad music only to be back to happy when I see a meme*
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Me: *is happy and having a good time.*
Also me: *suddenly zones out, plunges into a pit of sadness while turning on sad music only to be back to happy when I see a meme*

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Some days I really miss wanting to read and write fic.
Tonight On The "It's 4:32 AM And I'm Suddenly Depressed" Show:
Everything's Bad
And HECC
I'm sad.
I’m so far “in my bag” as the cool kids would say. I hate ranting on social media but republish if you get sad but you can’t pinpoint the reason.
I was just hit with the most longing-est sense of melancholy I think I've ever felt in my life. Real Victorian widower stuff going on in the house tonight.

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Sometimes I get this random sadness and I think that it could be great to cry a little ? You know, to get ride of it. After all, I'm alone in my room, nobody can see me ! But I lay there and I can't ! Like I'm the first to cry in front of movies or even books but I can't cry when I feel sad ?! I think I trained myself to look though a little to hard ... Anyway, it's a shame I doesn't have heels here, it's usually my therapy
Why?
Y’know when you feel fine and then suddenly sadness washed over you and you wonder why? I don’t get it. I was watching a rememberance video to a character that died and suddenly I started crying even though the character died years ago. I didn’t even know the character had died.
Oh. That’s explains it.
But I thought I’d be over it by now?
Instead, I’ll just crying over here until I convince myself I don’t need to be sad.