#random midnight thoughts

Where Stiles knows every nook and cranny, every path, every slope, better than anyone in town. Perhaps even better than the former residents, the Hale family.

Where Stiles knows the names of every pet in Beacon Hills and can get even the fiercest dogs to roll over for belly rubs.

Where Stiles has in-depth discussions with cats and shares his lunch with squirrels, long after it went from 'aww what a cute kid' to 'what a weirdo'

Where Stiles is bullied for his 'quirks' but never fights back, just runs, nimble as a deer.

Where Stiles flees to the preserve, always stopping just inside the treeline and facing his pursuers who will always linger a few feet back from the trees, never stepping beyond the boundary.

Where the one time someone did follow him in, they were missing for two days and came out babbling about being chased by herds of deer and of giant wolves with red eyes that followed the strange teen as docile as lambs.

like im glad it does, those are absolutely needed to push back against a culture that assumes "trans butch" (or even just "butch") always means transmasc

hoeru is like early shostakovich compositions. especially the first symphony. there’s a playful sense to it. hoeru and his childlike curiosity. but there’s a also a darkness there too that makes you wonder, “hey, is this 19 year old (20 for hoeru) okay?” the chaos of the last movement. the destruction you could hear. but there’s hope too, where there’s beauty inside it all. the respect toward the romantic composers, a bygone time.

kuon is late shostakovich compositions. playful at times but there’s a definitive darker undertone. there’s mockery inside the playfulness. it’s meant to poke fun at someone. there’s satire through the roof. late shostakovich compositions have seen what the world is. seeing the shift, so gradual yet so stark when you see the first and last compositions, makes you go “oh, you’re not okay at all”. it tends to be abstract with visceral imagery. shostakovich symphony 11’s second movement depicts the cold winter and the coming morning. then a brutal massacre with planes flying overhead.

So Eugene feels alone as hell, which is quite obvious, and has developed overtime some sleeping issues idk let's ignore his semigod genes since he got depression and who knows what more either way 😭

He gets super exhausted because of his sleeping issues but on top of that he gives blood to Vincent.

Well, during the year Vincent goes to Titan (yes this is based for a fix-it/Eugene lives AU now) he decides to sometimes send voice records somehow or maybe leaves them already recorded for Eugene. Vincent was canonically clearly at the very least slightly concerned for Eugene being so alone while he was gone, so idk for me it'd make sense he wants to leave something for him.

So anyway!! The records are mostly Vincent yapping about the space, Titan, stars, etc or maybe some silly storytimes from his childhood dunno 💔 they're pretty long too, and Eugene finds himself being soothed by Vincent's voice in the background and it makes him doze off so easily he's shocked at first when he woke up. Then it became his main way to go to sleep when he's struggling with it :]

He tries to hide it from Vincent when he's back but it doesn't last too long since (although rare, since after all Vin works very thoroughly in Gattaca and is busy + prolly being promoted after the space travel) when Vincent sometimes decides to rant about his day or his experience at space to Eugene, the man's eyes start dropping and boom, ZZZ

But of course she falls for Sejanus. The one man her family would never accept even with all his wealth because he’s not Capitol. She thinks like him and wants to be with him regardless of her family’s distaste.

And then Sejanus gets hung. All of a sudden, Coriolanus Snow comes into her life. He’s Sejanus’ best friend and shares her grief. She gets closer to him and eventually falls for him and marries him.