#rand.hc

Finally making an intro post <3

So hi! Welcome to where I make Random Accidents happen!

Just call me Randa, any pronouns work for me I don't have a preference. I'm a creative who specialized a little too heavily into writing and worldbuilding :3

I'm also randaccident13 on AO3!

Unfortunately my dear mutuals, I am old (sike I'm in my early 20s), and unfortunately further to half my mutuals, my timezone is GMT +8. (I simply sleep at ass o clock in the morning)

Main Tags:

Art: #rand.art (my old tag is #my art, I couldn't be bothered to change all the way back 4 years of work)

Writing: #rand.writ (my old tag is #my writing, I couldn't be bothered to change all the way back 4 years of work)

Headcanons: #rand.hc

Me talking shit: #rambles

RP related stuff (cause I cant stop chattering about it it has consumed my brain): #rp chatter

Answered asks: #reply

Interests

Currently? My own oc content! Young me was onto something. Oh also Hades [both 1 and 2], because the rush of those games plus someone to talk to about them? Yes Please

There's also a side of: Minecraft (I never left the mine), Hermitcraft, WTNV, MILGRAM Project (no I'm not ok), Alien Stage (NO I'M NOT OK), Hollow Knight/Silksong (IT CAME OUT somehow it didnt drag me into the depths this time), CCCC/Chonny Jash, Roblox Phighting and Block Tales and Die of Death

As you can probably tell, I can and will multifandom and randomly bring one of them up, depending on which is currently my fixation

Every AU I Have Ever Made [multifandom]

I can't stop making them sometimes whoops, I just have a lot of ideas. Here's a list of all the AUs I have in CCCC:

Heartless AU (Masterpost here)

Tangled Wisteria AU (currently no masterpost, use #Tangled Wisteria AU)

Lie of Concord AU (HEAVY criticism piece of certain fandom tropes, use #Lie of Concord AU)

Tridential Whole (just my personal interpretation that went a little wild, use #Tridential Whole)

Find the Pieces AU (new, use #Find the Pieces au)

Organic Machinery AU (new, use #Organic Machinery au)

When the Sky Falls AU (new, use #When the Sky Falls au)

Carousel of Time AU (new, use #Carousel of Time au)

What Lies in Apathy AU (new, use #What Lies in Apathy au)

(And for the oldies here: #shadow people au <- this the tag for all my writing under SPAU when I was still part of the community)

I've got my ask box open and I'm always open for interaction! And asks! I'm an AU writer after all, asks might inspire something (most likely angsty sdfnsjk). But beware that I might ghost you if you spook me with a random DM or ask.

Entwined HMS having a common design element in all three of their colours.

Pointing at my aus for funsies rn (only two of them lmao)

Heartless all having a feather necklace and each wearing two bracelets in the other twos colours during Recovery (rip Penitence wearing them as anklets instead LMAO).

Tangled Wisteria, after solving the hanahaki issue, making paper flower bracelets of the flowers they had been carrying for so long, purple poppies and red and blue wisterias. A visual reminder that, even though they don't always show it, they do still love each other dearly.

For some reason I never did anything like that for Tridential Whole, but I do have wips lying around of them sharing their symbols and they do all have wings which have the colour of one of the others mingled in...

*clears throat*

REALLY REALLY want to assign chinese nicknames to HMS (gotta use that mother tongue somewhere LMAO)

And like in my head right now I'm thinking

Heart: 心 (xin) or 血 (xue/xie)

Mind: 脑 (nao) or 意 (yi)

Soul: 身 (shen) or 主 (zhu)

jcoshs these are so LITERAL but its like a first pass idea right now. But I do kinda like the idea of nicknames in another language.

After an.... event that happens during relapse, Perseverance becomes quieter. He is not nearly as talkative or willing to share his thoughts as he was earlier in the AU, and when he does speak it is quiet and whispered. He might even clam up entirely when spoken to at times.

So firstly, just to be very very clear, this AU is a familial love AU. IDK why romantic hanahaki makes me ick. And also I can't stop seeing HMS as siblings HELP.

ON THAT NOTE. The way I'm angling for the trigger to Hanahaki developing is that one needs to simultaneously feel unloved by the person they care for, yearn deeply and intensely for that love AND feel like that love will never be returned. So feeling unloved but not yearning? Nothing. Yearning but not feeling unloved? Nothing. Feeling unloved and yearning but knowing if you ask you'll receive love? Nothing. DEEPLY yearning for a love you feel will never be returned? Hanahaki. The unrequitedness of the love MUST be felt as deeply and personally as possible.

I'm also doing a variant that combines both the baseline "flowers growing in your lungs that you cough up" and "flowers blooming across skin" (this second one is inspired by Therefore, You and Me). I've decided to lean into the lethality of hanahaki too hehe.

The tragedy of the flowers being visible and it doing nothing to get any of them help earlier is also tasty. That they could have seen the flowers and could have said something but didn't and allowed Heart to progress into late/end stage hanahaki.

What else am I missing. The progression of the hanahaki varies from person to person, but the beginning symptoms are always a cough and petals. The symptoms worsen over time as thin roots and branches spider out, dig in and bloom over a person's skin as the coughs get progressively worse with bigger and bigger blooms being coughed up. It worsens by the day, but can be sped up by what a person feels. For example an emotional breakdown might progress the disease faster. In the final stage the pain and lack of breath can knock someone unconscious.

Oh, and an additional tragedy. Remember how I said that this variant of hanahaki requires feeling like your love can never be reciprocated? Well. To cure this variant of hanahaki, reciprocation must be mutual. If the person you want love from says they love you and you dont believe them, well. The hanahaki will continue to progress. Guess what Heart thought when Mind and Soul desperately told him he was loved.

Of course surgery is a viable option of recovery. It's what Mind and Soul fall back on in desperation. For this hanahaki, removing flowers and branches removes the memories of the person/people you feel unrequited love towards, but not the emotions behind it. Even if the flowers in the lungs aren't removed, cutting off most of the skin blooming flowers can help ease all symptoms of hanahaki. Mostly cause you lose the memories the person.

And its a pretty brutal removal of the person! If the surgery is incomplete and any trace of flowers remain (such as for Heart), it's like your memories contain this weird cutout where a person should be, and a static over their voice and name. And you Actively Cannot Remember the person who got cut out! It causes a pain to build wherever the unremoved flowers are as the hanahaki attempts to reestablish and flare back up. It's a weird state of remembering you loved and wanted to be loved by someone without remembering who that someone was, and while it keeps the hanahaki at bay it also makes it WAY more difficult to cure naturally.

The people need to know that Penitence had a punk phase before his current eclectic look.