#ramonadecember

Honestly I am absolutely in love with how the boys look here, and as always, I gotta yell about the boys!!! ( @ramonadecember come scream with me)

Jed and Theo, the OG cowbabies… I seriously can NOT get over how much I love them ;-;

This is one of my favorite ideas to think on right now, though I've made little progress past the first ~100ish words I wrote when I first started working on it.

It's a pynch fic with the idea that at a certain point in your life, you develop a psuedo-telepathic bond with your soulmate, regardless of if you've met them or not. Adam hasn't met his, but he does start to hear them at what he considers The Worst Possible Moment (during a bought of abuse) and he refuses to respond.

And keeps refusing to respond even after. He decides that he won't intentionally talk back until he's out or at least in a better place than he is now. Likewise, he doesn't try to seek out + hear Ronan's thoughts, either, since it wouldn't be fair. But Ronan doesn't stop the one-sided conversation he's having. And Adam falls for him anyway, but there's a certain aspect of resentment, especially once Adam meets Ronan in person and recognizes the voice.

I'm putting a snippet below the cut, but it's like 1/2 what i've written and almost all abuse, so, TW: parental abuse.

Heya! Thanks for sendind me this :)

B: A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind.

Adeclan is one. Honestly, also Cullrian. I always have a hard time thinking of ships outside the player character in an rpg and also, not going to lie, i was NOT a fan of Cullen due to his part in The Broken Circle. But inquisition and all you awesome writers really changed my mind about both him and the ship.

J. Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr.

Homestuck. I had read some of MSPaint Comics from the pointlesssites recommendation but i never got far enough to be all that interested in it. And then i started seeing all this act 5 art and stuff and i was like 'how the hell did we get from here to there?' So i read it again and further and the rest is history.

Z: What’s a ship that you want to ship publicly, but everyone on tumblr hates it so you keep your mouth shut about it?

Ah this used to be Rovinsky for me. Like the tag used to be a minefield and people were so aggressively mean to people that liked any flavor of rovinsky. I was genuinely very nervous about getting called out for writing it. But then i got over all that as i worked on my longfic. I'm kiiiinda weary about weirdos climbing in my ask box about CamPal but for the most part i ignore that kind of stuff and block when needed. 👍

OTP Established Relationship Asks

Yes! Thank you ive been dying to share my Ronsey ideas... and well. They're long answers cuz I got stuff to say 😅

3. Have they ever considered splitting up?

Not at the same time and never because of something the other has done. Gansey 100% has posed the question 'should we break up?' A handful of times because he thinks he takes too much proactive care of Ronan, that he stifles him in some way, usually because he's asking him to /please/ not do anything self-destructive and he ends up picking over the moral quandary of whether it's better for Ronan to live and make mistakes or to be 'guided' to a better direction. To quote richard siken, its 'love streaming out the wrong way' when he oversteps boundaries around what hes allowd to tell Ronan he can and can't do. All quips about leashing his dog aside, he really cant stand the idea of anything bad happening to Ronan, and that's where it all stems from. When he voices this concern, as he inevitably always does, its typically greeted with ronan's dead eyed stare and an even more deadpan response of 'are you stupid?' Followed by an aggravatingly long conversation about their feelings.

Ronan has, possibly bi-weekly, wondered if they should seperate. Part of it is a reflex from when he was in high school, still grieving his father, and diving headlong into everything that could hurt him with only the afterthought of who else would get caught in the crossfire. I imagine hes better by the time their established relationship happens but god it's still a lot of junk to work through. The other part of it comes from that fact that it's a lot and its tedious to work through and it feels like it's taking forever. He thinks gansey can do better. He never gets around to voicing his thoughts. His brooding is so loud that gansey cant help but notice and he dive bombs ronan with affirmations and love until Ronans thoroughly flustered and just shaking him off going 'Jesus Christ, you're so embarrassing.'

4. What do they consider to be each other’s most annoying habits?

They're both 'project' people. They're constantly building, diagramming, researching, etc for whatever their current hyperfixation is. It's great when they're on the same page. Horrid when they're not because the living space will become cluttered with ganseys indoor dioramas and Ronan will bitch about it being constantly underfoot even as they eat cereal in the middle of the project's hurricane of parts.

Gansey, politely, never says anything about the yard and driveway looking like an abandoned theme park. But he does think that leaving the dishes everywhere - EVERYWHERE, in EVERY ROOM- unacceptable. Ronans horrible about just putting things down and leaving it/losing track of it when he gets an idea and one day gansey cleans up like 4 plates with the same sort of sandwich in various stages of eaten and leaves them all in the bed because that is the only place Ronan will find them and clean them up himself. (Jokes on him though because Ronan then sleeps on the floor out of spite because 'you could have just asked, you passive-agressive neurotic.'

6. What things have tested their relationship over the years?

5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of?

gotta be transmotion! I never thought I’d write fic that long, and I’m proud of myself for pulling it off.

7. What element of writing do you struggle with most?

Thanks for sending me numbers :D

Valentine’s Asks

1. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Not reallllly. I don’t have anyone I’m specifically aiming my affections towards, but I AM that obnoxious person that crushes on people immediately for things as simple as having a name and talking to me, so at any point in time I may have 4-5 short-lived crushes happening quietly in the back of my brain.

12. Favorite Flowers

36: City of Intrigues by Mikolai Stroinski (from The Witcher 3 OST)

74: Living Outside by LAIKIPIA