#ramndom

Why the twst boys throwing so much fucken shade towards idia in ghost marriage??? Like I get he can be a little lot anti social and a bit of a dick sandwich internet troll (when called for) but did y'all really have to roast my boy like that???

Live bruhhhhhhhhhhhh just cause he out here getting hella puss and you ain't

Don't mean ya gotta just deny the fact that idia is attractive! My boy cleans up nice

No in fact he didn't even need to clean up, he's just 🅝🅘🅒🅔

Like ortho the only one out here defending idia like

"Yah of course my epic awesome super cool brother who's a amazing genius got picked, that ghost lady obviously has good taste, unlike the rest of you"

And like... Yah... You tell em ortho!

Pt. 2

Solomon

Simon

Luke

Bonus (belphie and beel)

Pt. One

Asmodeus

Beelzebub

Belphie

Diavolo

If you know, you know

Barbatos

Hehe

Because I can.

Ok let's go, more ranting and venting, part 1 here

So it does kinda bug me that belphie apologized right after finding out MC is liliths descendant but I think this is just poor writing. I think at first it might have just been because of Lilith but even so I believe that eventually his actions of regret and apology, as I mentioned in part. 1, became out of genuine care for MC as a person rather then just because we're a descendant of Lilith. So it does bug me a little but just like the apology was glazed over unless you really dig at it, this is also a result of bad writing.

I don't condone belphies actions in lashing out and killing MC and while it's no excuse I can see why he did it. He had a genuine reason even if that reason was misplaced anger due to self loathing and what happened to lilith. Again this is no excuse but the thing is, it's a better reason then the others had and I'll get to that in just a bit.

You can't pick and choose who to forgive just because of their sin or because "they're a demon. " Almost all of them have lashed out or tried to kill us at some point, and for admittedly worse reasons. Levi got jealous over A FUCKING ANIME and tried to kill us, Lucifer was blinded by rage and refused to see reason, mammon tried to rob us the moment he saw us, Satan was mad we rejected his pact, and beel straight up wanted to eat us but oh no, "his sin is envy so it's excused" "Lucifer is hot so it's excused" "Mammon is a demon and the avatar of greed, it's his sin he can't help it" "Beel is a demon and just hungry, he didn't mean it" Yah you can't pick and choose who to excuse just because they're a demon, even though it's kinda glazed over belphie did apologize with words, and then really apologizes with actions (see part one for more depth) he also takes responsibility for his actions and realizes that it's rong and that he shouldn't have done that. It's the fact that belphie takes responsibility for his actions that makes it easier to forgive him easier then the others.

All the brothers should be held responsible for their actions, all 7 of them with no excuses. Just because they're demons doesn't mean that they shouldn't be held responsible for the things they do. If you can't forgive belphie just because he's a demon then you can't forgive the others just because they're demons, there are Justifiable reasons for forgiveing each of them I'm sure, but there's also reasons to forgive belphie.

You can forgive someone while still thinking that their actions are rong, belphie lying to us was rong, I've forgiven him for it but it's still not right and it's important for that lesson to sink in. You can forgive someone but still not condone the action.

I hate Lucifer but I hate him because of what he does in the game story and who he is in the game story, you can't compare him with other depictions of Lucifer because they arnt one in the same. Period.

Your allowed to like who you want and forgive who you want bit in my opinion you shouldn't cherry pick who's actions to excuse

Part 2/??? Here

I absolutely love belphegor and he my favorite brother however I would have liked to bully him just a little bit, maby a puch to the gut or a kick in the balls, ya know... For literally killing us... But oh well

now be warned this is goona have spoilers and I'm goona just vent some of my thoughts because yah. Spoilers for things other then that we die, get brought back, and make a pact, will be coded in Blue🔵 and purple🟣

Alright so belphie is a manipulative little shit Lord and a lying bastard at first, however I have some thoughts on this

He does feel genuine regret over killing us and manipulateing MC, it isn't explained much in the game but belphie is the only one to make a pact with us willingly, the others did it as repayment for something or because we kinda swindled them into it. The reason this is so important is because giving someone a pact is kinda a big deal, you give up almost all of your freedom and place an extreme amount of trust in someone, after being trapped in the attic and feeling betrayed and hurt from someone he looked up to so much, I'd be surprised if belphie didn't have hella trama. So belphie giveing up his freedom is his way of expressing regret. He's aware of what he did and knows he did something horrible, he realises that we probably won't forgive him or trust him again but he truly seems to want to make things right.

Belphie can come off as closed off and hard to read but also very forward and open with his emotions as stated from the flash back in his devlgram story "hatred" And this is true.

Belphie doesn't really state directly how he feels witch can make it seem like he doesn't care and doesn't have remorse for killing MC, however belphie expresses his emotions more through actions then words, ie. Makeing a pact with MC, wanting to take naps with MC, ect.

I think the reason for this runs deeper then just surface level "belphie is a closed off emo"

I think the reason for this is that belphie in some compasity has difficulties exspressing his emotions through words. I'm speaking from personal experience as this is something I struggle with.

It can be hard exspressing emotions through words, you feel emotions so deeply and yet words never seem to quit express how you feel or how deeply you feel it. It could also be that words never seem to come out right, always haveing a dubble meaning or being miss understand. In my experience it takes a lot of effort and panic to get my feelings across in a way that I feel is enough. Emotions are hard and the words are never right, an example would be saying "sorry" Or "I love you"

"Sorry" Tends to be an over used word and therefore losses meaning and weight. When you feel a deep sence of regret sorry is a dubble edge sword, it's perfectly what you feel, you feel "sorry", but it's also a brod term, you feel "sorry" Yes, but you also feel more, a deep sense of regret and pain, you feel the pit in your stomach and the weight on your chest, you feel a deep melancholy sadness and something else, something you don't know. You feel more then regret and sadness but that feeling no matter how deep always escapes you. Just saying sorry won't feel like enough but no words seem to fit what you feel, so you sit and string together a dictionary of emotions blending words together until it feel right.

Saying "I love you" Is the same way, you love the person but with so many ways to love and so many unique ways that YOU experience and feel these different kinds of love, simply saying "I love you" Doesn't FEEL like it's enough, so like before you explain in great detail all the little things you feel, the warmth and joy you feel at the thought of this person, the way it seems hard to swallow because of a pressure between your heart and throat, the way your body feels like it needs to shake and flail because you feel so deeply about them.

This is why writing is so important to me, it's a way to get out my feelings and emotions through a projection of fiction that makes me comfortable, it let's me write out what's been bothering me and often helps me process what I'm feeling rather then bottleing it up, but I understand writing isn't for everyone and even though it helps a lot, it's still difficult to get it all out. Because of this actions are also good to express things.

Belphie seems like it's more towards "I feel deeply but words don't quit encompass my emotions the way I want them to, so I'll use actions to carry the weight of my words" Belphie is trying to at least give it a shot at making his words have the same weight as he feels them, and to someone like beel, who he's close to and who understands him, his words do have weight, but for most people they have weight Yes, but at times can feel half assed in a way when that's far from the truth. So he uses actions that have far more weight and power to him, because he wants to be forward and prove that he regrets deeply.

Spoilers for the body swap event : I think that besides the pact with MC the best example of this is in the body swap event. MC has to express how she truly feels and has to express it deeply and from the heart, this would be a problem for me as I have a hard time getting my emotions out on paper and even worse in person, it also seems like we have to do it in a way that would convince them, in a way that they would get it across. This is why I love belphies part so much in this event. When he starts stareing at you, if you choose to not react to his stare and simply say how much you care for him, at first it doesn't work, and after a quick cut he says "finally... It only took 50 trys" I think the reason for this is because to him, someone with trouble exspressing emotions through words, words have less impact and weight. However when you choose to say "I can't do it while your stareing at me like that! " (Or something along those lines) one of the options is to hug him. While at first it doesn't seem like much, it's just a hug, not a kiss or anything like that, it holds a deep meaning to belphie, hence why the hug instantly makes him change back. When he kills you he does it through a HUG, so you chooseing to hug him not only has greater impact because it's an action witch to him carrys more weight then words, but also because it shows a deep level of trust. After he did that to you, you hug him? Your willing to at least a little, trust in him. It's a deep emotion for him witch is why it works.

This is one of the reasons that belphie has become a comfort character to me, (I'm going to make a post about my current comfort characters soon) I can relate to belphie and how he feels over hurting someone he cares about, even if he developed this care slightly later.

2. I genuinely don't think belphie should have been locked up. This is one of the many, many, many, many, Many reasons I dislike (hate with a burning passion) Lucifer. But that's for a later time.

Belphie brought up genuine concern with the exchange program, he didn't support it and honestly? He had good reason not to. Even if some of his reason was biased it's still a valid reason. He brought his concerns and made it clear that he didn't support the exchange program, and if I were him? I wouldn't either. No Offence to diavolo but his dream is a little optimistic, a little to optimistic. He admits that there would be demons trying to kill us, he knew that it would be dangerous. I love diavolo but God damn, his dream and harsh as it sounds, is a little delusional.

But I understand were belphie was coming from and how frustrated he must have been and how betrayed he must have felt when Lucifer, someone whom he looked up to and cared for deeply, just sweept away his concerns and feelings under the rug like they didn't matter in the slightest. Because to Lucifer they didn't. In the chapter were we eavesdrop on the conversation between beel and Lucifer, Lucifer legit says he's willing to hurt anyone, including his family, for diavolos dream. In my opinion this just shows that no matter how much Lucifer claims to care about his family, he doesn't. Sure he may love them and care about them, but only until it isn't what he likes. This chapter made me so angry because of this, but also because of the position he puts beel in.

During this conversation and directly after having said that he'd get rid of anyone who oposed diavolos dream, Lucifer puts beel in a situation that, to say the least, made me so fucking angry I completely forgot about belphies bullshit. Lucifer tried to get beel to choose between his siblings again, he put beel, someone who had immense trama over haveing to choose between his siblings resulting in lilliths death and feelings of guilt over her death, choose between two of his siblings once again. The thing that really irks me about this is that it's straight up a manipulation tactic. He's exploiting fears and insecurities in order to make sure that beel is on his side and against belphie. The way he says things and the things he says are obviously ment to exploit beels insecurity on choosing one sibling over another, it also seems like he's trying to indirectly cause beels mind to think of trigger words. What I mean is like how Lucifer seems to hint at belphies concerns about the program being a "revolution" And how he won't have people "revolting" Against diavolos dream , the things he hints at are trying to get beel to think of revolution, ya know, the thing that caused the great celestial war and got Lilith killed. It's hella shady and it makes me super angry.

So I understand why belphie might have lashed out in frustration. It doesn't excuse his actions of attacking Lucifer in frustration but I don't think it warents locking him up. Levi has tried to attack us in rage and indirectly Lucifer because of it, correct me if I'm rong but it mentions that they always fight and do sometimes go a little overboard. But they never get reprimanded so harshly? But because it's diavolos dream belphie gets a hella unfair punishment.

This doesn't excuse his actions, killing MC was rong and he admits that himself, but I don't think it's just because he's a demon. Takeing his anger out on MC wasn't right and I don't condone that, but I also don't think he'd do it again. I genuinely can't see belphie ever harming MC again because even if the game glosses over this and does a shit job of elaborating it, I think he did genuinely learn a lesson from this.

Ok now onto some more fluffy stuff because I've gotten a lot off of my chest

Oof belphie is a comfort charter for me. I like writing belphie and I love fluffy stuff with belphie, I think he's adorable and I crave sweet tender moments late at night and early in the morning.

Tbh I have belphie brain rot

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Clingy boy!!!!!!!

I get it's cannon that belphie is a yandere but tbh I still can't see him as hurting his darling MC.

I'll make a whole post (hcs) about it soon but the jist of it is that

I can't see belphie hurting his darling, because he's already a cannon yandere it's not like you have to change something about him like when you make a non yandere character yandere. Because yandere! Belphie and normal belphie are one in the same he won't be more violent as a yandere, he just be normal belphie

Absolutely hate the idea of locking you up. He's had his freedom taken away and he won't do that to you, he'll cling to you and get jealous easily but he won't lock you up. Ever.

Won't seriously hurt his family. By that I mean he won't kill them or seriously injure them, especially not beel, but a little poison to just make them sick should tell them to back off a bit.

God I wanna write fluff for belphie, or even some slightly angsty ending in fluff with belphie... Send in belphie request please🙏