Currently:
Sitting on the back steps to my/our (new) apartment. Smoking a blunt, after work. Sent a birthday snap. Something simple & sweet, straight to the point. I've tried to be more direct, less flash. Say what I mean. Shady, I see you shining. 👀 (I think you probably read my shit sometimes) It's sort of raining, but I'm covered enough that I get to experience it through the enjoyable senses. Lol. I don't know...things are just good. I guess? They just are what they are; I'm learning to find a lot of comfort in that. I'm trying to wrap my brain around being "like water." Less resistance, understanding of where the Self actually lies, more Silence, etc. You feel me. On to year two, in LA & I've worked hard and I'm seeing results. Good to see the back-home homies shining. Gabe is fucking everyone up. Malik is starting to ground himself. I don't know what happened to Charles, but he's just a vat of confidence lately. It's beautiful. The world is still tough— I'm working on being aware vs callous. It's tough. I'll probably delete this later. Sometimes I just need the ramble thing, you know? For sure. I love you. If you happen to read this, or if you just feel it in your heart. I have love to give & share. We all need to support sometimes. Good morning (finally).
