highlycomplicatcd tillimfree most people: i got...

ok same on the charles lee part tbh that bit is Impossible

hooooly shit i hate straight ppl they cant even let us have a fuckin sonnet for ourselves???? jesus christ

pls tell me i'm your first biggest fan bc i Am

SAAAAME

SEND “&” FOR A LOVING TEXT.

[sms: 🌞🌞]  everything is okay, we talked about this.  it was just a bad morning.  worked through it.  don’t sit there and stew on all the ways it could have gone wrong. [sms: 🌞🌞]  i love you, jack.  that’s all  you gotta think about right now, that’s all that matters.  we love each other.  whatever happens, whatever we have to work through, we can work through, as long as we stay together, and we have. [sms:  🌞🌞]  i haven’t given up on you, or us, and i never will, okay?  i promise. [sms: 🌞🌞]  comparatively, that was a minor meltdown.  just open a window, drink some coffee, and i will be home soon. [sms: 🌞🌞]  i love you.  that’s all that matters.  i love you.

SEND “Ø” FOR A LATE NIGHT TEXT.

[sms: 🌞🌞]  do you remember that night when we had the pancake mishap?  you know, too much tequila?  i kept trying to flip the pancake?  the ceiling got decorated? [sms: 🌞🌞]  remember how i tried to clean it and fucked up the mop? [sms: 🌞🌞]  don’t know why i even bothered.  the ceiling looks like a fucking picasso.  why didn’t you tell me how bad it was????

SEND “@” FOR A SCARED TEXT.

[sms: 🌞🌞]  it’s been a week, jack.  please don’t do this.  no one has heard from you in a week and i’m past the point of not losing it.  i’m past the point of not freaking out. [sms: 🌞🌞]  you don’t have to call me if you don’t want to, i’ll understand.[sms: 🌞🌞]  please just get in touch with someone, anyone, i’m begging. [sms: 🌞🌞]  let someone know you’re okay.

several seconds later...

[sms: 🌞🌞]  please be okay. [sms: 🌞🌞]  i know i said you don’t have to contact me if you feel like you can’t, but god, please be okay.  please be okay.

SEND “✆” FOR A MORNING TEXT. 

[sms: 🌞🌞]  jack, darling, love, sunshine of my soul... [sms: 🌞🌞]  when the fuck did we get a cat and what the fuck is it doing on my counter???????????????????? [sms: 🌞🌞]  it is sitting by my coffee pot.  which means i can’t get to my fucking coffee pot.  which means someone is going to die today. [sms: 🌞🌞]  come get this hairy little fuck. [sms: 🌞🌞]  now.

SEND “$” FOR AN ACCIDENTAL TEXT.

Lazy days are not a thing happen often.  It’s not something Alexander does particularly well.  He tends to prefer moving around.  Or writing.  Or moving around while he’s writing.  Thankfully, its something John knows and accepts about him.  Today, though, he’s kept his promise, however.  They have been the definition of lazy, even ordering in.  Which isn’t entirely out of the norm, even though Alexander can cook (and often does, because it saves money).  Netflix has been running all day and John has even gotten him to pay attention to at least one movie.  He’s only wrinkled his nose once.  He considers that a bit of a win.  His ability to compromise at it’s finest.

The second the movie is over, though, he’s  moving.  Convincing John to take his shirt off.  It’s nothing sexual, not really.  Well, not entirely.  He could look at the man without clothes all day, every day, but that’s not what this is about.  It only takes him a few seconds to find what he needs in the bedroom and, soon enough, he back with his favorite calligraphy set.

“Just lay down and lay still, if you move, I’ll scratch you and that’s the last thing I want...”

When John is finally settled, he begins to carefully scrawl....

But I cannot forget Refuse to regret So glad I met you and Take my breath away Make everyday Worth all of the pain that I’ve gone through