#ragpainfml

I got my fucking rag today! WTF BODY?! I have been off T for a month, and the nurse I'm on a waiting list for, STILL, said it usually takes up to 2 months, not the one, but I guess my body decided to be a complete bitch. I am exhausted and running on only a couple hours of sleep. I'm slowly becoming sluggish, light headed/headache, cranky(er), in pain and I really want to cry my eyes out right now. So I have to get my Dad to get me pads/tampons, midol, and a punching bag for when I get home later :). Brighter side of things, last night was fun. I spotted a gorgeous red head that I'd talked to for a short bit off of P.O.F a handful of months back, and was so shy at first I had to get my friend to be my wing man lol. We got to talking after I calmed down a little and ended up talking all night. Turns out she's a very dominant woman, and she doesn't like it when she finds someone else who even likes to occasionally be on top? Oh well ;P ha. Hopefully we get to chill again soon. She doesn't want a relationship right now, which is fine by me. I can see myself really liking her though...BUT I'm not some clingy, childish, overly attached being that can't handle just "seeing" someone; just being in a physical relationship with someone/open relationship. I have no problem with it, unless I end up liking her so much that I get jealous if ever I had the right to be. Moving On. I always seem to find med-school students too, she's 26 and studying basic medicine. Kind of makes her even more hot. scottish/irish/native and just incredibly gorgeous face/body/personality and all.  Now that that's out of the way, I'm going to go die slowly now. Cheers, Riley