#quickrant

I’ve been getting hit on at work more and more in the last few months. Consumers (men) will ask me “Are you married?”, “have any kids?”, “are you engaged?” “do you have a bf? A gf?"...tell me flat out they are looking to get taken care of by someone and have the GALL to not have anything to offer in return..

- type sauded nd my line bling w/ the bullshit. 1 I LOOOOOVE MY SLEEP.

2. Bruhhh you clearly insecure to be find this out...like I know you snoopin bcs yah ass still not loyal.

- Like why do sorry excuses of a “Man” be stressing women. Nah bruh yous a lil fck’n boy!! 3 A fck’n M you on my phone talking the fuckery. CUNT You aint finna touch me ncs I’ll beat that ass nd have you got 😂😂😂.

I get so frustrated with myself because when I get stressed out and overwhelmed I get angry and irritated so quickly. I don’t want to be this way, I want to be positive and have good energy as much as possible and I don’t know how to not get upset. Instead of actually dealing with the emotions and working them out I just ignore them and I stop talking about anything, I don’t even know what to talk about when I want to talk about how I’m feeling, I don’t really have anyone that I talk to about this stuff either, it’s hard for me to open up about it in person without stuttering and saying “I don’t know” after every sentence. Even through messaging it just doesn’t work idk what’s wrong with me; I’ve never been good with words. Right now I am so overwhelmed and anxious and idk how to really deal with it, I just want to go to sleep and cut myself off from everything.