Sorry, aside from the fact that I've run out of things to upload (not counting things I could reblog), I'm not feeling well emotionally.
These past few days, I've managed to do a few things and have been posting daily... but I really haven't felt like doing anything.
So, I don't know when I'll be back to posting content, at least for a week. I hope things are going well for everyone all these days!
Enjoy these remaining vacation days and have a great start to the school/studies or job! <3
•More explanation below the cut:
I feel "empty" inside, without the motivation to do anything without forcing myself, including being online or creating content.
Besides feeling empty inside, I'm once again experiencing tremendous "insecurity" about posting anything/creating content or anything related (These days, I feel really bad about myself).
And on top of that, many things are coming together, and it's the time of the month when I feel the worst...
So, I'm not physically or mentally ready to post/do anything without being affected by any of these things.
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Finally, after months, I've regained my knowledge of how to shade a drawing. I'm so happy, because after not drawing for months, that knowledge disappeared from me overnight. 😭😭😭😭😭
So, you might have the chance to see some drawings I upload with shading (if I'm not too lazy... I need to fix that, sorry).
I admit I felt terrible for writing the previous post and receiving messages of support because you were all worried about me (That's why I never do it: I'm feel awful for doing it; Seriously, thank you so much, my mutuals, I love you all 😭).
I admit I'm feeling much better emotionally (I guess having lows and easily highs is a good thing? It's exhausting, I won't deny it).
Now it's more about the physical side, because with all the weather changes here, I caught another cold (not being able to sleep at all doesn't help; I feel tired, very tired...) and well, the headaches and stomach aches are a sign that "that monthly thing" is coming. 😭
I can confirm that I would have already uploaded two drawings, if it weren't for the difficulty I had doing that poses and clothing in that pose for the characters...
Even so, after taking a break of making them, I've almost got one of the two ready to upload (in a few days).
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I hate my luck: it can be incredibly good and incredibly bad at the same time.
I've been playing Pokémon Z-A for a few hours now, and just as I was about to leave, I got the shiny sound (the second one I've encountered I don't have the iris charm; I was really lucky with the first one because it appeared in a wild area, and I had saved my progress there months ago, so it was preserved when I returned in the game).
I was on a rooftop and searched and searched for over half an hour... and nothing, because, to top it all off, I'm an idiot and saved later from where I was.
If it was a Budew, I'm sure it got away... I think I've lost the shiny (I can't find it) in the game where they're saved...
Oh well... seeing as I couldn't find it, I'll just finish the drawing... (Sorry, I'm alternating between playing Z-A and drawing because I wanted to finish it).