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A few weeks ago, I mentioned that I left the Dandy's World fandom because of the Qwel controversy. I REFUSE to support that person by playing, creating fanart, aus or making content about her game and the characters she created.
Even though I wasn't creating content about it, I had planned to (I have unfinished drawings and ideas I never got around to that I'll NEVER upload).
I had spent many hours playing, getting everything, and even though I had some good moments, I made the decision to leave the fandom.
Knowing this, I regret to say that I'm leaving the TADC fandom. I've been there since the pilot, waiting for every episode, which I watched completely and enjoyed immensely for my own.
I made fanarts back in 2023, especially the one of Pomni, Jax, and Ragatha, which became VERY popular on DeviantArt (by the way, I deleted my account; I'm FED UP with NSFW, fetishes, art theft, and Ai art content...)
Unfortunately, the toxic side of the fandom is making me lose the desire to talk about or create content about the serie.
If I have a fandom listed on my DNI, it's for several reasons: its fandom, its creator, toxicity, the ships, etc (even though I don't like it, I respect those who do: not all fans are toxic or problematic).
So, personally, I don't mind if someone mentions the series to me or asks me to draw a certain character (at the end of the day, the characters AREN'T the toxic people on the internet).
It's just that the whole Jax things, the ending, the ships, the harassment Gooseworxs and actors voices received, and so much more... has worn me out and made me lose all desire to do content about this fandom.
I'm sorry to the mutuals who like the serie and were expecting content from me about it, but I'm going to keep an eye on this fandom from afar (seeing if I ever end up posting anything related to it; but I doubt I will on my own).
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This IS my very first animation, which I made back in early September 2023.
I made "Red Flags" in a week: I had a problem with Medibang and had to redo the half of it in Ibis Paint...
I had uploaded it to my YouTube channel in this time, but I deleted it very soon (because I was thinking of starting a separate channel just for animations...)
As I mentioned in my morning's post, besides drawing, I've also started working on animations again (You wouldn't believe how many ideas, both for drawings and animations, I've accumulated over the months...)
I had a part of this animation that I showed two months ago... but I left it unfinished because of all the mood swings I had.
I was stuck, unable to make any progress, and I didn't touch it again until yesterday. And now, I've finally been able to finish this part scene.
That gif isn't this whole part animation, it's just a "silly thing" that I done:
*Everything except the eyes, mouth, and left arm was already done in mid-May.
P.S: If I manage to finish the whole animation, it means I'll open commissions again = I'll be in the mood to draw again for days! :)
I've realized that whenever I say " I'm going to take an indefinite break ", it usually takes me a week at most before I upload anything again... *Since I'm an admin of three groups, I log in whenever I can.
Regarding the situation, I'm still feeling a bit down and tired... but at least I've gotten back to drawing after the low mood of the other day.
I admit I've had so many low moods over the years that I recover pretty quickly now *unless something is happening all day that affects me... because then I get stuck in a cycle of recovering-relapsing.
As for the financial situation, because of the anxiety of not being able to draw, I had to make the commission post private... I felt terrible for all the support knowing that I couldn't do them at that moment.
Even though we're all trying to do something to solve this problem, it's going to take a LOOOONG time... I'll have to reopen commissions again, soon.
This time, I'll reopen them when I'm feeling almost completely emotionally well again (my financial situation is still worrying me).
Meanwhile, I'm using this days to start or pick up things I had left unfinished for months *due to low moods.
I hope you're all doing well and things are going better for everyone! :3
P.S. The heat has been killing me since mid-May and if this is a little "messy", please understand that I wrote it half asleep. š
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I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, am so grateful for all the support on my previous post.
Thank you so much to all my mutuals and everyone who reblogged it and offered to support me in that way. I truly appreciate all the help. š
But in the end, the only person who contacted me was one of those Tumblr bots trying to scam people (it didn't even ask for a drawing).
I know it has to do with the fact that I'm a small artist; I'd never done commissions before, this happened to me suddenly, and many people can't afford to...
So, if I don't get any messages (the bot doesn't count), I'll be closing commissions again until further notice.
I hope this can be resolved, even though I can't offer any help to my family...
*My dad was right saying me that no one would pay me for my drawings.
I'm going to be completely honest: I can no longer hide my family-economic situation.
To sum it up the context: Some businessmen took advantage of my family because they refused to sell something for a much lower price.
Those guys tricked and scammed my family, demanding a large sum of money if they refused and my family denied to sign with that price.
After six years, they finally went to court, and... the businessmen won.
Now, as punishment, without a warning, the bank has taken ALMOST all my family money, and soon, I could end up on the street with my dad... *because my family doesn't get along AT ALL; LONG story.
I really want to help them recover everything they lost (which is A LOT of money), but I'm an artist with fewer than 70 followers...
I never really thought about doing commissions, much less emergency ones... So, I don't know how these things work.
I'm sorry to bother everyone, but when I said "things could only get worse", I DIDN'T mean it for nothing... First of all, if anyone knows how these emergency commissions work, it would be really helpful.
*I never thought about doing commissions because if I wanted to draw for others, I only wanted to give it to them for free, because money wasn't what mattered to me... but now, if I have to do something, I will.
I've only been on a break for a week and I feel even worse than before I started...
The end of May was awful, but this June has been like last year... worse. *I still think the depressive episode is "milder" than the first time, although I feel pretty bad.
I didn't have enough strength to replay Deltarune Chapter 3+4 (after replaying Chapters 1 and 2) before the Chapter 5 release... And I played this chapter, directly.
Also, the secret boss in this chapter... I didn't have enough strength to beat it; I was able to finish the chapter *(I found it on my own and only got to the final attack on my third try).
I've tried drawing or making animations, but in the end, I left everything (except, the videos and videogames), unfinished... even though I tried my hardest. *I even left my profile "half-finished" because, mentally, I didn't have the strength to stay drawing.
I will continue trying to do something, without putting pressure on myself... Meanwhile, I hope everyone is at least well, happy, and enjoying these days.
I hadn't said anything until now because I felt bad about bothering you, but I really need to take an indefinite break from the internet and everything in general.
It's not just to "avoid Deltarune spoilers until I play it," but because I'm completely exhausted from EVERYTHING in general.
Maybe all this time I was just "in another depressive episode", but a milder one. (Because it's not as intense as the last year, but I don't feel like doing anything: drawing, animating, creating content, playing videogames...)
Also, finding out about everything that happened with Dandy's World didn't help either... I definitely left DW fandom and Roblox FOREVER!
*(I will NOT create any content for that game or log back into Roblox: If I drew anything, I made it private and deleted everything related to DW, including my Tomodachi Miis).
And on top of that, I haven't been feeling good for many weeks in a row, and I'm not having a good time.
So, I'm going to take an indefinite break (the content can wait but my mental health, no).
I hope you're all doing well. Enjoy spending time with your family or friends, and have a great summer/winter! *(depending on where you are).
I'm going to shoot myself. I already had half of my new intro post done, and Tumblr decided to save an old version of it, where there's NOTHING... šš«
For some reason, whenever I go to see something on the site, it loads a really old version first.
First, I always have to refresh, and by the time I realized the mistake... Tumblr had already AUTOMATICALLY saved the post. š
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I have a few controversial opinions that I'm sure you won't agree with, but I need to express them, especially for the first:
I've never found the 9/11 joke funny, or have I found it funny to laugh at any terrorist attack, historic event or accident *(even though 25 years have passed, it's still a terrorist act, and whenever I see anything related to it, it disgusts me so much).
I don't like dark humor jokes *(In the past, I was very edgy and "liked" them, but there are a few of people who use them as an excuse to make laugh about of others...)
I've never found the joke 67 funny, but I accept it more than the one about the Twin Towers *(although both are very overused and that influence so much).
And finally, the one you'll probably agree with me on: I don't like brainrots or AI-generated thumbnails/art/videos.
Let's see how long it takes the people to burn me alive, unfollow me or block me... (on Twitter it takes me seconds š„¹)
Small explanation below:
I know some people might like the first three things I said... It's perfectly fine if you like them or find them funny; I respect that. It's okay for people to have different opinions.
You don't have to agree with everything I say because you follow me. (What matters is having your own opinions and respecting those of others, as long as they are not illegal, immoral, radical or wrong).
