As soon as he cuts the engine, he asks me to wait here for a second.
I did. We sat in silence for a while. It seemed like lifetimes have passed between us.
âIs this the last time Iâm going to see you?â
I turned to his expression. It was almost emotionless. Still as a statue. I couldnât believe he asked me. Maybe I was too alluded than I should have been.
âDo you want it to be?â I asked him softly.
âHell no.â He responded. He turned my head to match his face and glided his fingers under my chin for me to kiss him. I canât lie. It freaked me out. His movements were so in sync with all my nerves. Like he predicted the way it would electrify me entirely. That fueled me even more.
I couldnât help but to bring myself more into his grasp. We were all over each other now. I took control and straddled him against his seat. He had lead the driver seat all the way so I had enough room to close any necessary gaps. We collided in such a different way. This way felt home. Felt like where I needed to stay. His fingers went up my sweaters and around my breast squeezing them. It was just the tease I needed to let out a little moan. His ears perked up and he smiled slightly like he discovered a dirty secret. He was learning my body. I had to give him credit for paying this close attention. This is the first time we ever connected like this. Physically I mean. We went on a few dates together and then we set boundaries between the both of us. We had to do it before things got further. The attraction the first time was intoxicating. I wished he ripped my clothes off right where he stood. My body kept calling for him and I didnât want him to answer. Not just yet. I had to wait it out. For my own sanity. I had to resist the urge of cupping his faceâŠ.caressing his shouldersâŠ.licking his neck. No, it was far from my mind. That was well⊠until tonight.
âCome inside.â I said to him mid-breath. His face looked up before his eyes did. And then he backed up a little to get a good look at my face. His expression⊠it was hungry. Just like mine.
âI probably shouldnâtâŠ.â He trailed off. âBut the way you are on me right now, itâs pretty hard to say no.â
âSo donât say it,â I whispered as I inched closer and closer to his mouth. I licked his bottom lip with my tongue before nibbling it down. He groaned a little before I pulled away. âDonât think right now. Do what feels right.â
He nudges his head over to the passenger seat, signaling me to get off of him. A little shocked, but I did anyways. Then he was out his seat and slammed the car door. My state was unmovable. I did not know why I feared him saying no. Like it actually bothered me if he did. I havenât gotten bothered by a guy in ages. I was admiring a lot of new developments between him and me.
My car door opened and itâs him leaning against the passenger door, blocking me to exit.
âCome on, before I change my mind.â
Once I was out of the car, he clicked his Challenger before he hung his arm over my shoulder. He chuckled before saying âMan if itâs gonna be like this with you all the time, Imma be in trouble a lot.â
I grinned devilishly before clicking my apartment door opened. It was dark. Good. I knew my roommate was home but I didnât want to be bothered with introducing him to her. Not that I was trying to hide him. Or maybe I was. Maybe I wanted him to myself just for the night. Itâs what I been craving since I laid eyes on him.
When we reach my room, he looks around. He sits on the edge of my dresser. âDamn. This room is way better than mine. I shouldâve known your artistic ass would go all out.â
âAye, donât hate on what I create. Youâre blessed you got someone that can liven up that frat room of yours.â
He blew a raspberry. âNow I know you got jokes. My room is no where near a frat house. Iâm too old for any of that. Itâs just âŠ. A little modern. Nothing like this.â He started walking around at the different corners of each room. To Each element. Air. Water. Earth. Fire. âHow long it take you?â
I shrugged and plopped on my bed, kicking off my Jordans. âA few months. I was determined, though.â
âYouâre the first outsider though.â
âWhat? You saying not even your friends?â
He sighed and gets even closer to me. âI think you mad selective on energy. I ainât mad at that. Iâm the same, to be honest.â
âI just want the right people in my space. And lately⊠that hasnât been easy,â I said.
He comes over to the bed and placed his hands on each of my thighs, leaning down. I sit a little to meet his gaze. âWell, now you have.â
I scrunch my nostrils. âYeah, maybe.â
âI know you. You wouldnât have invited me in here if you thought otherwise.â
I lift my shoulders. âPerhaps.â He falls between my legs like his gave out. He rests his head on one of my thighs as he kneeled down. I chuckled. âAlready tired?â
âNo. Youâre just very warm,â he lied. But I see him yawning a little as he goes on and makes my legs his own personal pillows.
âCome on,â I caressed his head gently. âIâm not going to allow you to sleep on the floor, you know ?â
His head snaps up like he got a jolt of adrenaline. He looks at me until a grin forms creepily. âI donât think you have the kind of restraint.â
âHave you met me? My whole life has been a restraint.â
âAlright, Jem. Ill bite. Scoot over then.â He pulls himself up and used his arms to push my body a little further before he scoops me around after plopping on the bed. It made a screeching noise.
âDamn, X. Not so loud. I have neighbors.â I joked. âAnd my roommate isnât that far.â Our bodies were wrapped so tight, I felt his chest rise and fall. He was longer than my bed, but made it work when he angled us diagonally from the foot of it. He laid on his back. I laid on my side. My thighs were swallowing his legs. But he didnât mind it. He even gripped one of my legs across him as he used one hand to caress my skin back and forth.
âLet em hear. I donât care.â His voice grew sleepy. There was a yawn after that.
I kissed his cheek but he turned into me to meet my lips. We were kissing for awhile. It felt different than before. This one felt cozy. Warm like a fireplace fire. Somehow when his body shielded me off, he broke the kiss.
âWe should stop,â He looks down at me as I look directly in his eyes. I saw his face in a dim lighting, but there was an interesting expression he was making. I couldnât tease him any more. I wanted more than I realized. My hands go sliding down to his dick as I gripped it softly. He growled at me. I chuckled. âDo you have any idea what you just started?â
His moves were quick as he flipped us over and used his hands to grip my ass tightly. My mouth found his again. I couldnât get enough of kissing him. It was like my kryptonite. His lips were so soft against mine. His mouth was like the perfect fit. I didnât want anything more than to shove my tongue into it. So I did. Little by little, he sucked on mine and my eyes rolled back from the pleasure it brought. I had forgotten how amazing it all felt. He was reawakening everything in my body tonight. Everything I left dormant.
He wasted no time to find my sweater and pull it off of me. Underneath was a satin brown Fenty set I just bought. I was so glad I went shopping before this night. My breasts were almost spilling out of them though. He lifts up closer to bury his face in them. I moaned off impactâŠloudly.
âYou gonna have to be quiet for me, mama. I promise, Imma take care of you.â
âWhat happened to âlet them hear?ââ I joked.
âNah, Iâm selfish.â His lips grazed my chest and I shivered. âMeans I want to be the only one hearing you tonight. Can you handle that?â He grips my ass once more. I just nod rapidly. Afraid if I gave a verbal command, the way I feel would be more obvious. âGood cause itâll be an inscrutable night for you.â
âOkay, Mr. Two Degrees. Inscrutable huh?â I managed to reply. He used my joke against me as he took the time to thread his fingers around the lace trim of my panties.
âI donât know about youâŠ.â He circled around my clit. I gasped. He slid down to my opening and used one finger to dive in. âBut I know Iâm done talking.â