#queue for me

loneliness of the lover

you were born into your loneliness, your family always had better things to love. you're a hopeless romantic, of your friends there's only one or two you haven't fallen for. it's a pattern, you don't want to think about that, though. every person you get close with, your heart locks them into your life. the chains are too tight, or too heavy because they always become overwhelmed and leave. you're too much, a violently bright fire trying to be held by gentle human hands. it's no wonder you burn them. you just aren't meant for love like humans are.

Tagged by: @little-miss-buffy

queue for me

adorations - for ask box

confessions and devotions - for ask responses

l'amour de ma vie - tag for Louis

vagabond gremlin - tag for Armand

joie de vivre - ship tag (excluding Louis and Armand)

evil of my evil - tag for Claudia

l'âme de mon cœur - tag for Mina

https://uquiz.com/quiz/sdk9gS/how-are-you-ruined?p=723928

ruined by fear

you live on the edge of your seat, but it is not a good thing. youre constantly looking over your shoulder, unsure of what will hurt you next. you have been hurt so much, but you refuse to adapt to your pain. instead, you avoid what you cannot control. you are so afraid of making a mistake, of being brought closer to your doom. but, despite this, you cannot articulate what you fear. you are just afraid. only afraid. and you will be afraid until you are brought to what you fear.

“You silly, I can’t just give you another sibling! It takes a lot more than that.”