Jul 3
shadow of a ghost of a thought:
I often conceptualize myself, at least internally, as 'a jet engine looking for a plane' (to quote Dessa) or seeking some kind of enthralling passion to which I could dedicate myself, working in some little outward spiral, trying in twenty-minute bimonthly spurts to stumble across a higher calling. it's ineffective.
possibly there's an element of fear that some stumbled-upon thrall would not be Useful. if I were allowed to hitch myself to any airworthy airframe what would I find myself doing?
