#queerfam

Roommates (who are also my best friends) are out of town visiting family now that everyone in both pods is vaccinated. Didn't realize how much I disassociate when I don't have my people around. I keep forgetting to eat or really be a person. Our small pod is such a tight knit unit of three that I forget that other people socialize differently and I have no idea how to compensate. And my only friends outside of our household are across the country. I moved here right before the pandemic hit and I know no one else. Luckily I am at least dissociating with star trek on in the background. Small victories. I'm hoping this will remind to try to eat.