#queerfactor

omg literally same

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incredible

Thank you friend aaaaaaa!!! \ ;v; /

8. Golly uh. I’d have to say just. Being able to figure out my identity, being able to meet and communicate with my boyfriends even though they’re on a different planet entirely, and being from Arcadia tbh. Like it took a whole lot of me going “was this a dream or is this a memory or????” and “am i really talking to you? is this really what you just said or is this just what i *think* you just said” but I managed to get this far and like. God Damn. Most of the time i really dont feel like I deserve to be in a relationship with these two but im so happy gdfjdfgjf. And just. I’m full of Arcadian pride and I’m trash tbh. I love my Home Planet and I’m truly proud to be from there and I cant wait to return, like I can’t even express it in words. Holy shit. Im going to end this one here bc ill just start rambling and sobbing over my keyboard haha

11. Alright well there are two answers to this. going off of the last answer, the best dream I had which is actually a memory was the catalyst that started me going “uh. maybe im not human oops” And I dont feel comfy describing it in detail, but. It was memories of *important historical events* and a bunch of scenery from my Homeworld that just. Felt so Right. It felt so much like Home and the emotions I felt were so real and it was exactly like a vivid memory because thats kinda what it was! Like it started out kind of incoherent but then it sort of- came into focus I guess? and it was just one of the best things thats ever happened to me on this planet. 

The other one was sort of an astral projection? Basically my friends and I all died in some terrible accident (which was not great at all but i promise it gets better aha;) and we all went to heaven and I talked to God and He basically said “Your feelings are valid and you don’t have to pretend to be human anymore; you can express your true self and shapeshift again” and I spent the dream flying around and i found my first cat and i hugged her and it was really amazing. i cried when i woke up tho ;;;

14. Vacation! I went to Spain with some people from my Spanish class once and it was. Incredible. It was really fast-paced unfortunately, but we saw a lot of amazing stuff there and we got to spend free days in Barcelona and Cordoba? which was the best part of the trip?? so i got to walk around Cordoba by myself for a while and my mom n i found this incredible restaurant in barcelona and we both got the best food weve ever had there and i couldnt speak catalan to save my life but the waiter we had was super cool and understanding and he put up with my stupid american bs and he hugged me when we left and this was a Great Vacation please let me go back to cordoba and barcelona hhhhh

24. Smith, Andy, Alex, friends whose names I forego listing because this would be a very long answer, im calling u out. When I first started telling people I was otherkin, and even [for some of u] back when I came out as trans and gay; that I’m from this alien planet and we’re shapeshifters and I have mental connections to these creatures there etc. oh and by the way im actually The Gayest Man Alive I was. A lil scared to say the least. But you guys all responded with love and acceptance and understanding and to this day you all put up with my alien bs and my constant “THIS DOESNT HAPPEN ON MY HOMEWORLD???? WHAT IS WRONG WITH U PEOPLE” and you guys have stuck with me through a Lot of shit. and I really can’t thank you guys enough for that, honestly. You’re all really important to me and you gave me the confidence to just outright tell people who I am upfront. I would not have ever been able to do that without you guys. I really cannot express my gratitude enough, in English or Spanish or Arcadian or any language really. Thank you all. <3