#SummertimeSlick: Unrequited or Requited Love [omega Will/alpha Hannibal; 03x07Ā āDigestivoā
Not even Hannibal's rescue of Will from Muskrat Farm is enough to forgive him from sawing into Will's head. Will spurns Hannibal's strange love and turns him away; in the process of destroying his relationship with Hannibal, however, Will begins to destroy himself. (for @hannigram-a-b-o-library)
He doesnāt remember the last time he ate, to be honest. The kitchen is haunted by a man he never saw standing there, by dogs that have new families, by a daughter who was never really his to parent.
Itās cold, but he hasnāt used the fireplace since the last fire built there burnt out. Thereās nothing here but the bed he couldnāt sell, and the chair that likewise refused to leave, and a few other odds and ends that used to serve a purpose, just as he did.
Heās certain that he wasnāt the one to put the chamber pot under the bed, wasnāt the person who moved it out from under the bathroom sink, a remnant left by the previous tenant, the man they found dead in the bedroom upstairs, though no one knows exactly when he died. After all, he was alone.
Will feels dead. But he isnāt.
Starvation is the worst way to goāsomeone told him that, at some point, back when he was more alive. Will knows better. Itās loneliness that kills the hardest, and regret that atrophies the muscles and rots the bones, that makes the meat too gamey and tough to even stew.
He looks out the window onto the porch once in awhile, when he isnāt asleep or freezing or both. If he squints, Will can still see him looking back. A face streaked with tears, painted with the sting of rejection, a little boy lost out in the snow who doesnāt truly understand what he did wrong, whoās too smart to draw the right conclusion until itās too, too late. Red-rimmed eyes and slightly parted lips and words lost to the wind and the wood of the porch.
Jack followed his footsteps. There werenāt many to follow. Hannibal had simply disappeared.
[read this and the rest of the Quick Slick Fic on ao3]