#qqing

The wings are back in the gem-shop and again I can’t afford even one of them T_T

so my best friend is offering my gf and i a place to stay at his house, since his dad and brother are moving out he needs people for rent and such. it already sounds awesome, since i would be closer to my home and able to practice driving and life comfortably with my cats and gf- also get access to all the pot i could want and would work from their house...it sounds too good to be true and i’m so scared of screwing it up or ruining this opportunity or something. i’m just afraid that i don’t really deserve to have that happiness and i should be suffering or something, since I feel like i have been in some way, my entire life. and that this perfect door has opened and i’m just too pathetic to actually have that be true...idk, i just feel like i’m not worthy and should just always be tormented by my family and society. wow this sounds dumb but wtv..