Toxic swarla age gap fic in which age gap direction??
alright...
hello, anon? how are you?
i'm assuming you're asking who's the older one and who's the younger one?
well, in those gifsets it's young carla so ofc i want carla to be the younger one (ugh she's so alluring)
but then after you asked, i thought more abt it and changed my mind and it's carla being the older one (current age?) and swain being the age she was during her rookie days? set in the time of homophobia and those kinds of stuff. cos i need young swain lore so bad. and i want her past to be explored. but then i thought the carla now has been through sm and she's so understanding and mature (even with her demons) and swain with her own baggage (now here comes my own HC of avoidant and low self-esteem swain way before The Falcon™) and it could be delicious but won't hit quite so hard yk. we kinda have that already with canon swarla.
so i changed my mind again and it's older swain/younger carla for me.
+ carla with her feistiness and abrasiveness but with a good and romantic (😁) heart. throw in some bitchy scenes of carla being jealous (without actually realizing she's jealous) *chef kiss* honestly the yearning and pining during liam era was fucking good man. i want some of that for swarla ngl.
+ swain being swain. still avoidant, still a loser lesbian pining after gobby brunette with a big heart.
and i want swain to fall hard and fast (god she's so pathetic). carla kinda the same but either she's resisting it or doesn't know it yet hehe 😁
