#pwpds

Interactions you've had if you're cluster b:

Well if it helps, im one of those asd/stpd blurry cases and my relationship problems came across trusting too much an then too little, in cycles. I've lost slowly interest in relating with people by exposure to betray and abuse to the point where it's easy to ghost them and I don't seek to know new people, I've reach a point of no return, speaking of my special person, there I am kinda bpd in remission, but only whit them, maybe i learn to be like this, but facing the fear of inevitably letting go help me to be more in control, i feel that snake inside of me, the gasping fear, but I trust this special person, so yeah, it's them and the world, and i am all for them, i have some szpd features of feeling polluted and changed negatively by prolonged exposure to shitty people and not desiring to connect that much, i cherish the idea of a life whit a partner, but im afraid of trying, i had enough of that, im like three different people (not like did or similars). Shitty mental health system in my culture/country will keep it a mystery, but maybe this helps you or someone who read it.