Feb 25, 2021
IT'S ONCE AGAIN CRAVING FOR TOP SURGERY O'CLOCK
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IT'S ONCE AGAIN CRAVING FOR TOP SURGERY O'CLOCK
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I guess...I should stop living for other people...well certian other people. Being authentic to ones self can be scary, especially when you have a shaky sense of self to begin with but...i want to be me. Not the me that some people want me to be...but the me I’ve wanted to be and was too scared to be. I only have one life, one chance and I should take it. I can’t keep letting people write over my definition of myself...thats how I got lost in the first place...but no more. Even though my hands are shaking, my stomach flipping, my ego weak...I have to be me...because I cannot be anybody else.
My friends: ur a good boy
Me: WHOMST?! ME?! ME ME?!
My friends: Yes you dummy!
Me: SKDKFKFJGMGMFMDJFFGGFFGV
I jus wanna exist as the gay cloud/magical boy I’ve always wanted to be since I was 12 without the threat of being mocked or disowned by family. Why is my existance so threatening? Why have my friends always been more supportive than my family? They have the nerve to complain I don’t tell them anything, that I’m too secretive. YES I AM THERES A GOOD REASON FOR IT
And then the person who birthed me had the nerve to cuss me out when I mentioned I was thinking of changing my name. LIKE SHE AINT RAISE ME! IM 26 GODDAMN YEARS OLD AND SHE ONLY CAME BACK INTO MY LIFE LIKE 4 YEARS AGO SHUT UP! HER SISTER RAISED ME MORE THAN SHE EVER DID HOW DARE SHE THINK SHE GETS A SAY! Like why would I want to keep this name which is like the only thing she gave me aside from life (which tbh i didnt want either, damn doctors bringing me back from the dead) But u can’t say that kinda shit to a black parent no matter how much of a notparent they are SO GUESS I’LL JUS ROT IN THE CLOSET FOREVER!
This shit has me fucked up tho like you would think that ur own damn family would want you to be happy and true to yourself but NOPE. They jus want you to fit how they see you and if you deviate from that ur better off dead. Being lgbtq+ is hard enough but being lgbtq+ AND BLACK thats like...a double death sentance....goddammit I just want to be me....
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*is back on my emo shit*
Everyday I hear abt another black person getting shot by cops...I’m glad for youtube channels like Secular Talk who bring light to these issues but I’m fucking exhausted...u can follow all the cops orders while terrified for your life and still get killed. You can have children in the car with you and killed. You can get pulled over for no reason and get killed if u are black in America. Black people are quite literally living in a dystopia in America and have been since our ancestors have been brought here. If u black in America and U not scared u need to wake tf up...if u not black n have black friends don’t jus claim that for brownie points use ur privelege, speak out, go to rallies n protests. The KKK is STILL active in America, there are COPS and POLITICIANS who associate with KKK ad Nazis. People in power want us dead JUST FOR BEING BLACK AND EXISTING THIS IS NOT HYPERBOLE THIS IS REAL. This is the burden all black ppl in America carry whether they were born here or not....and I’m so fucking tired of this country wanting my people dead...tired of the constant injustice...just tired.
Things I’d like:
scalp scritches
cuddles
VALIDATION
ACCEPTANCE
dunkaroos
Someone feeding me dunkaroos while giving me head scritches