#putangina help

i dont really know whats going on with me but i just cant function the way that i should. i have tons of school work to do but i just cant bring myself to start doing one to have something off the list. im just here in front of my computer, a tv mute to me, a playlist about to finish, thinking of the absurdity of life and the point of trying hard when it’ll probably amount to nothing in the end and wanting to go the northernmost island of this country and just breathe the ocean air and feel the cold breeze and get away from what im supposed to be here... im onto the last song of this playlist now. fuck.