not like that
will smith x sarah (fem!oc) x macklin celebrini
wc: 1.1K
tropes: messy unestablished dynamic, friends with tension, love triangle-ish, unspoken feelings, long-distance pining, emotional chaos
optional AU context
Insomnia leads to a call. The call leads to bickering, as usual.
Sarah stares at her ceiling, lying in her bed. Madridâs city noises from outside her window keep her company. She grabs her phone, initially just to check the time. The clock reads 2:45. She turns to her side and opens TikTok. A Macklin Celebrini edit plays on repeat for a few seconds. Sarah opens her clock app; itâs 5:55 p.m. in San Jose. She places the call.
âCanât sleep.â
âHi, hello. How are you, Will? Iâve missed you.â
âHi, Willy. How are you? Iâve missed you, and I canât sleep. Itâs almost 3 a.m.â
âSo you called me for what, to entertain you or something?â
âMmm,no, more like bore me to sleep.â
âOkay⌠Iâm hanging up.â
âNo,wait! I do have something entertaining to tell youâŚ.â
Silence is all she gets in response.
âBitch, never mind. If you donât care, forget about it.â
âYou want me to beg or something?â
âAt least act like you care.â
âYou only act like this when there isnât anything to say. If there were, I wouldnât have time to blink before you spilled it out.â
âThere soooo isâyou clearly just donât know me anymore.â
She hears him laugh, a familiar sound.
âYeah, Iâm sorry I havenât been great at keeping up.â
He hums in agreement.
âHey, no â actually you donât get to say anything, because you could call once in a while too.â
There it is again, his laugh.
âWhatâs so funny?â
âI donât know, maybe the fact that Iâm busy playing multiple NHL games a week, training on the days that I donât, doing media â and youâre what? Making little flower arrangements every other day?â
Sarah can hear the smirk in his voice, even through his attempt at sounding annoyed. She laughs.
âWhat are you laughing about now?â
âYou just wanted an excuse to mention youâre an NHL player. Like, okay baby, we get it.â
She rolls her eyes, forgetting for a moment that he couldnât see her.
His small chuckle is all the confirmation she needs.
The pause that follows stretches on, long enough for her eyes to close.
âOkay then, whatâs what you had to tell me?â
Sarah keeps her eyes closed, the softness of his voice still familiar.
âI kind of have a crush on Mack,â she starts, already drifting.
âWell â not really a crush, but like⌠heâs so fucking cute. Have you seen the edits? Of courseâŚâ
An unfamiliar laugh cuts in.
She stops short, pulling her eyes open.
Will laughs too, almost immediately.
She hangs up before she can settle into it.
Her face burns as she lies stiff in bed. She answers the incoming call. A moment of silence follows, short but uncomfortable.
Sarah cuts Will off as soon as he starts apologizing.
âYou didnât think that maybe, just maybe, it would be a good idea to tell me I was on speaker?â
âYouâre always on speaker.â
âOh, Will, that makes it so much better.â
âYouâre not on speaker now, if that makes a differenceâŚâ
âBut heâs still there. Right?â
âWhere else would you want him to go?â Will asks genuinely.
Sarah chuckles, still annoyed.
Where else is Mack supposed to be, if not next to Will?
She knows him too well. She should have guessed.
âFine.â
âSo when are you coming to visit?â
âYou miss me too much? Iâd love to see you play, itâs been forever,â Sarah replies, not taken aback by the sudden change in subject.
âThen come. I mean it.â
âYeah, maybe I will. Iâd get to see Mack in person.â
She knows it is the stupidest way to restart that conversation, but she is hoping for a proper reply this time.
âYou were serious about that?â
âWill, Iâm so serious⌠like I KNOW youâve seen the edits too. Ugh, fuck you, you donât even need those â you see him every minute of every hour. Iâm jealous.â
She waits for a reply. There isnât even a chuckle.
âI know Iâm not the only one with a crush,â she continues, hoping to sound playful rather than pushy.
Sheâs met with the sound of the call ending.
Sarah calls immediately after, not doubting for a second that Will would respond.
âYou said I wasnât on speaker,â she says, even though she knows that isnât the problem.
âYou werenât, you arenât. Itâs not that.â
âIâŚâ
âItâsâŚâ
âI know, sorry.â
Itâs genuine, but brushed off on purpose.
She knows that if it sounds too serious, it will make things worse.
âDonât you have to sleep or something?â he says, breaking the silence as it starts to form again.
âI canât, please stay a little longer. Tell me something.â
She doesnât think twice about it. She knows he wonât either.
She closes her eyes, finally finding comfort in her bed.
She can tell sheâs back on speaker when Mackâs voice slips into Willâs rambling about their day.
She is finally able to fall asleep.
A few moments later, Will hangs up. He immediately feels a change in the room.
âWhat happened?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âUmm⌠Iâm not stupid, you know.â
Will stays quiet. He picks at the skin around his nails.
âYou hung up on Sarah. I know you guys do that a lot, but then you got all awkward. That, I donât see much.â
âShe was just being annoying.â
âYeah. Sure. Okay.â
For a second, Will leaves his nails alone.
âAre you mad at her because she has a crush on me?â
âWhat?â Thereâs relief in his tone.
Itâs not where he thought this was going.
âLike, you know âI donât know. Like Iâ I know youâre âjust friends,â but who even is just friends with someone like that?â
âWhat do you mean âlike thatâ?â Will asks, trying to follow.
âYou know⌠a girl youâre that close to.â
âThe fuck, Mack, thatâs disgusting.â The reaction is instant.
âCanât be close to a woman without getting hot or what?â He lets it tip into a joke.
âWhat? Who even said anything about getting hot?â Mack laughs back.
Will latches onto that.
âHow about we just donât have this conversation at all?â
âJust tell me why youâre mad at her. Sheâs cute and all, but bros beforeââ
Willâs expression shuts it down. Whatever crosses his face isnât subtle.
âItâs not like that at all.â
Silence settles between them. Will takes it as an answer.
âYou would tell me, right? If it were?â
âSure.â
He stands up from the bed.
âWhere are you going?â
âTaking a shower.â
âYou just did.â
Will doesnât respond. He closes the bathroom door behind him.










