I spent the holiday at my partner's parents' place. The day before Thanksgiving, we were going over to spend the night, and I started to feel really shitty beforehand, not wanting to get ready or even go. I had a strong urge to say I was feeling ill to stay home. However, I decided I was being ridiculous and went anyway. We get there and start watching a marathon of Ghost Adventures, while using paranormal apps on our phones. There was an instance of one of the guys being bombarded with vicious, violent intent towards the people around him without any provocation. Later that night, my partner and I were having really weird issues, and I began sulking and being short, etc almost right away. It continued through the night when he had a strange urge to leave, to at least come back home to feed the cat. It was snowing, and wine has been consumed, so I was naturally upset that he decided to go against my protest. After he left, my mind and emotions were uncontrollable. I felt utter hate and anger, visualizing myself strangling him and the like (not an every day occurrence). After I woke up that next morning, I felt completely different, rather ashamed of my thoughts and behavior towards him. It continued to snow and ice Thursday, so we had to spend another night in the house, which everyone seems to think is haunted. We were uncomfortable, worried about feeding our cat, etc., and my god was it a relief to finally get back home today! The energies in that house are highly unbalanced.
It gets worse, though. Due to our own insights in this notion of psychic control, we can't help but feel that the spirit, or our psychic handlers, were putting such bullshit inside our thoughts and emotions that night. I am alone in this opinion, but I wonder if the episode of Ghost Adventures occurring that night wasn't in itself a coincidence at all. Is further control and pressure being applied from the only available avenues in each of our lives? It is certainly starting to seem this way. I am naturally worried, but nonetheless, I cannot go back into darkness and ignorance.
