Mar 27, 2024
Skskksks endless rebagelling because I turn 37 tmr and I feel emptier than usual about myself.
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Skskksks endless rebagelling because I turn 37 tmr and I feel emptier than usual about myself.
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أعرف تماماً ما معنى أن تواجه موجة ضخمة بداخلك، ولا تستطيع إخبار أحد عنها لينقذك.
Dear self,
Stop acting like you own all the pain in this fucking world.
Tang ina ang ganda ng surprise eh minsan lang mangyayari sa buhay mo yun pero tang ina lang kasi tang ina lang talaga bow
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Sksksks it went well!! It was a video call and I was so worried and ahhhhhh
I really missed this group of folks.
It's a start? Something away from the self-critical bashing and low self-esteem I've had going for the past few years. To hear I am missed and what i did was valuable was kinda nice 😢.
I dropped out of a major part of my life huh.
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🤔 the examined life means realizing I'm an idiot over and over again and learning and fucking up again and trying to fix it and failing shsjjsjsjs godddd why am I like this 🤖.
Now I gotta be business!cr3v irl for a while because I agreed to meet someone and I can't fathom how much that will upset me 🤖 or what kind of mental state that would put me in. They should teach this in school ahah. How to people.
I was trying until I couldn't and now it's time for me to try again. I've grown too comfortable in my roles and it's painful to be in this shell, to borrow a hermit crab metaphor.
I kinda need to pray, something I've not done in ages. this kinda needs a higher power and a place to put the faith I can't put in myself right now 😰.
[[MORE]]🤖 before my brain distorts, diminishes and dismisses what I just did - managed to install Mavericks again on my old Mac from 2010, the one I'd FUBARed July from a USB to a microSD card. Constraints was - I didn't wanna spend any money on the repair so they had to be tools and devices I already had and could repurpose. Still have no idea how to save my old HDD but at least I have a mini internet browsing machine again, for now!