#proship?

The other one who sexualizes every negative experience and fetishizes it and buries itself into my brain versus the normal me who just feels sad and wants to think about and stop and actually heal and it can’t be healthy to keep living like this.

It’s weird, the other one is a different person than me but it feels weird to say because we both have the same core wound but the other one and me will never be perceived differently.

The other one is a sick freak but I am also sick

The fandoms I was in just absolutely cranked the "if you like this then you're evil" as much as possible. Like, I didn't ship any of the "bad stuff" but it was really fucking weird to see people constantly saying that people who like xyz ship that they should kill themselves...? Like. Man. That's just fucked up. That's hurting more people than the people who ship the "bad stuff," and it's hurting people more than anyone is hurt by seeing weird ships.

Idk. An example of this is the TMNT fandom, which I find... really hypocritical?

Like, Rasey and Jonatello and uhhhh Apritello are super popular ships in the fandom. Those are all anthro/human ships. I don't really get how those are so okay and fine and moral and how they're so much better than like, tcest. To be completely clear I don't like that either, I just.. don't think it's that big of a deal. Or at least it's not as bad as to tell people to commit suicide over a bunch of lines placed in a way to make it look kind of like a person. It's just really weird.

Also again a lot of it is kind of hypocritical because how are you gonna say fiction directly affects reality and makes people paraphiles when you call yourself a monsterfucker or like say cannibalism is a metaphor for love or something. What. What are you fucking talking about. What. WHAT.

Anyways. This is so not a big deal outside of the internet other than with fucked up teens that grew up in the pandemic and weirder more fucked up adults. Who cares. Idk.

Where can I find a beta reader who doesn’t get triggered by anything?

Idk Why But They Kinda Seem Confusing And How Come Is It Like This?? I Wanna Know?🥲

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Well, I'm Not a Proshipper Or Anything But..

Expect For This

I Mean, Yeah. Fictional Characters Don't Hurt Each Other And People Expect With r34 Or Something Disgusting Like Ra*e.

Antis Are Really Overreactive Tbh And They Don't Understand That Fictional Characters DOESN'T Hurt Anyone.

At Least Be Responsible For Any People's Opinions