#processed

oh yeah, not all of us are spiritual 📝

The thing is. I'll never stop loving you if I have told you that I do. Maybe to my detriment, because if I left there was absolutely a reason, and I have to honour that. The love and loss may bring up other feelings but the love always stays and I usually work through the other stuff. Even if you don't deserve it from me, I will always have a soft and slightly wounded spot in my heart for you no matter how long it's been. I'd say I hate this about myself but it's what makes me love so big and bold out loud and in action when we are connected so how could I? I can because it hurts when we no longer are but my love doesn't expire. The time for you to be intimately connected to me does however. That doesn't negate the love. It actually strengthens it because if you know me you know how I am. If you felt wronged or no longer safe with me I would fight for you to leave me if need be and of course I expect the same grace if ever a time comes where I need it. The love however, never expires. I like to think its so genuine and big you will be able to carry it with you into forever and on my end it never truly stops, you just don't get to witness it anymore but that doesn't mean it's done existing.