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The thing is. I'll never stop loving you if I have told you that I do. Maybe to my detriment, because if I left there was absolutely a reason, and I have to honour that. The love and loss may bring up other feelings but the love always stays and I usually work through the other stuff. Even if you don't deserve it from me, I will always have a soft and slightly wounded spot in my heart for you no matter how long it's been. I'd say I hate this about myself but it's what makes me love so big and bold out loud and in action when we are connected so how could I? I can because it hurts when we no longer are but my love doesn't expire. The time for you to be intimately connected to me does however. That doesn't negate the love. It actually strengthens it because if you know me you know how I am. If you felt wronged or no longer safe with me I would fight for you to leave me if need be and of course I expect the same grace if ever a time comes where I need it. The love however, never expires. I like to think its so genuine and big you will be able to carry it with you into forever and on my end it never truly stops, you just don't get to witness it anymore but that doesn't mean it's done existing.
OKAY RIGHT NOW I AM IN MY FEELS OF ANGST AND SADNES. I AM COPING RIGHT NOW.
So here is a bittersweet one-shot I created, where surname-san makes a tough decision and sacrifice! While I incorporated some of the lyrics of Unravel by TK Ling (DIsclaimer: I do not own the rights to this song) to darken the mood. This has nothing to do with my Jujutsu Kaisen fanfic au: A Nexis's Peril, this is a totally different oneshot I wrote myself. Enjoy the derpession!
Characters: Itadori Yuji, Kugisaku Nobara, Mahito, past reader, past Satoru Gojo, reader-senpai, reader is gender-neutral
Warnings: Graphic violence, past bullying, that's about it
P.S: Made some edits when I noticed I saw some typos and I had to change it from "he" to "they" to make it gender-neutral. Sorry about that!
There were...there are two Mahitos. That explains why Nobara damaged Mahito's soul, she fought a clone and used her resonance to Mahito's clone as an effigy to damage Mahito's soul-
Their blood freezes when the real Mahito switches places with his clone
"RUUUNNN!!! KUGISAKI!!!"
The pain in Itadori's voice made Surname-san recoil, but pales in comparison as they watch the real Mahito charge at Kugisaki who is in shock at the scene before her. Then everything went in slow-motionā¦
No...no no no no no no no no NO!
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This wasn't how things were supposed to end...they didn't expect things to turn out this bad without Gojo-senseiā¦
They can't afford to see their own kouhai, who they watched grow in the past months, this fiery and passionate girl of steel taking out two Special Grade curses with Itadori 5 weeks ago, die in front of them or Itadori who has already lost so much...from Shibuya's destruction...Nanami-sensei's deathā¦
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There's no place in this world that they would want more than to see their kouhais safe and happy, away from all of this...Okinawa sounds like a happier place to be in than hereā¦
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"Cursed Technique: Kyomu no Ten'i..." They manifest with their cursed energy, having their hands out, creating a sphere of black energy, getting lighter and lighter as they prepare themselves for their last standā¦
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"...Shin'en no Kokan!"
"You're a weird kid, you know that?"
"Huh?" They question, looking up at a classmate in their 4th grade science classroom, eyeing the other kid.
"I said you're weird...how are you even good at making things explode when you can't even make friends?"
Those were the words that stuck inside of 10 year-old Surname-san's head since the 4th grade. They weren't the most sociable kid, nor the funniest, nor the most popular. But they knew they were different from anyone else in that classroom and in the school. How does one explain to someone who is purely human that they can see curses at a young age?
Oshiete oshiete yo sono shikumi wo
Surname-san saw the green and purple curse swarming around the antagonistic kid's shoulders like a cobra, it's weird seven eyes staring back at their eyes. Of course, Surname-san didn't do much except leave, as the kid continued to shout and bully them as they walked away. School was horrible, life was horrible as a foster kid, they had no will or desire to even fix things. They thought they were cursed since birth.
Boku no naka ni da ga iru no?
A week after their hardships, a tragedy happened, one that happened in their school. The day that they lost their entire class and grade to a horrific curseā¦the very same one that was on the kid that bullied themā¦
Kowareta, Kowareta yo kono sekai de
The hideous, cobra-like curse, slithering towards them from corpse to corpse, taking one life after another while they watch the carnage before them, shivering in fear
Kimi ga warau nanimo miezu ni
Running through the bloodied hallways of the school while the curse was hot on their trail wanting to consume them and their soul, shouting eerily āyouāre weird!ā āyou will never make friends!ā āwhy canāt you just die?ā the words are all too familiar, from the very voice of the boy that is now dead. Now they stood in a corner and trapped between a wall and the path of where the curse was, hissing with a maniacal grin. The individual felt scared, horrified and was the only one alive against this very strong, hideous being.Ā
Beings they have seen on a regular basis, the sheer malevolence and disturbance of them from humans. As the curse leaped forward and went in for the kill, the individual shielded their faces as if to not face the gruesome fate that awaited them, unknowingly producing black circles that shot out to the curse. Instead of hearing their flesh and bones crack, they heard thuds and sounds of pain yelps. They open their eyes to see a shocking sight before them. The curse, in pieces, held separately by black swirling voids, crying in pain before starting to vanish into thin air.
Kowareta boku nante sa iki wo tomete
They never knew they could produce such abilities from their hands. How on Earth did they do such a thing? The crashing of windows burst through, shattering on the floor, startling them when a tall figure with white hair, all dressed in black with shades lands on the floor, their feet crunching the glass that shattered. The male, looking between them and the now evaporating curse and the odd, circular black things exorcising the curse, is surprised and impressed. He watches the curse being destroyed, before walking up to the frightened child that began crying silently.
Hodokenai mou hodokenai yo shinjitsu sae freeze
āThat was you?ā
āH-Hai- I donāt know I- I donāt know what I did b-but everyone d-died and it chased me and I-Iā¦I was running and I d-didnāt want this to eatā¦eat me-!ā Their hiccups and sobs overtook their voice as the taller figure realized what this kid had before pulling him into a hug after a traumatic and grotesque event.
Kowaseru kowasenai kurueru kuruenai anata wo mitsukete
āKid, whatās your name?ā
āSurname first-nameā¦ā They sobbed into the maleās chest, finally letting out their pent up emotions of being bullied from school and foster care, not being seen as a person, not being defended by the guardians at foster care, not being able to have a happy life since birth. They felt cursed and just wanted to be erased from this world.
āYouāre not a curseā¦ā Is what the male tells them is what makes them realize they said it out loud. āYou are a special human being. One that can control your cursed energy and can be able to use a cursed technique. Surname-san, my name is Satoru Gojo, and you are a sorcerer. I see youāve had a rough life judging by what you said out loud. So letās forget about that, forget what life throws at you, and let me help train you?ā
And so, they took his hand, out of awe and pent up emotions of what this male told them, saying āYouāll be doing amazing things, surname-san.ā
āSURNAME-SENPAI!!ā
YURETA YUGANDA SEKAI NI DANDAN BOKU WA SUKITOTTE MIENAKU NATTE
One second, Kugisaki found herself in shock, staring at Mahitoās hand inches away from her face, then the next second being pulled in a black void that was endless, before seeing light and same beige tiles of the place she was in, falling beside Itadori whose pained shout she heard echo the hallway. She turns in time to see her senpai, in the exact place she was in, horror taking her features as Mahitoās hand swipes Surname-sanās face. They switched places with her!
"Surname-senpai! What the hell did you do!?"
MITSUKENAIDE BOKU NO KOTO WA MITSUMENAIDE
So this is what it feels like to be touched by Idle Transfiguration, they think as Mahitoās evil cackle erupts in the atmosphere before gripping their head in discomfort. They already felt their soul begin to unravel, their brain starting to become painful.
Kugisaki didn't want to admit the grim truth of their senpai's actions. But no matter how much she tried to think otherwise, she couldn't think of one. Because...Surname-senpai sacrificed their life for her by switching places at the exact moment Mahito was supposed to touch her, and taking her place.
DAREKA GA EGAITA SEKAI NO NAKE DE ANATA WO
KIZUTSUKETAKU WA NAI YO
āSENPAI!!!ā Both of their voices called them out, fear and horror in their tone. This isnāt how they wanted to die, or go out. But if it means to save someone younger than them, then itās worth that sacrifice. The memories of them since entering Tokyo Jujutsu Tech pouring in like a movie film, each memory of them with their classmatesā¦
Makiā¦Togeā¦Pandaā¦Yutaā¦gomenasaiā¦looks like I wonāt be treating you all to sukiyaki at Ginzaā¦
"Gomen, Kugisaki but I promised Nitta-chan and Maki that I'd help you survive." They chuckle sadly, knowing the pain is only increasing and seeing Kugisaki's angry and horrified expression with Itadori's terrified one.
OBOETEITE BOKU NO KOTO WO
The drops of blood from both of their nasal holes, dripping rapidly, along with their head feeling as if it is going to implode, makes them gaze up to the scared eyes of Itadori and Kugisaki, their eyes widening in horror at how Surname-san is looking. I am so sorry you have to see thisā¦
OshieteĀ
Makiā¦Yutaā¦Togeā¦Pandaā¦Hakariā¦Hoshiā¦Gojo-senseiā¦Fushiguro-kunā¦Yaga-sanā¦Ieiri-sanā¦Iā¦I am so sorry for thisā¦I canāt make my promiseā¦butā¦arigato
Oshiete
āItadori-kun, Kugisaki-chanā¦thank youā¦for making me believe I was a good personā¦live a long lifeā¦both of youā¦ā
Boku no naka ni
Those were the final words of their senpai, before hearing a gross popping, then witnessing their head explode into flesh, blood and brain matter scattering the floor and their uniform before the headless corpse falls to the floor with a sickening crack to the floor.
Then, the hallways echoed nothing but Itadoriās and Kugisakiās criesā¦while Mahito was cackling at the demise of someone important to them
Dare ga iru no?
Itadori's cries echo the hallways the loudest alongside Kugisaki's crestfallen and tear-gazed expression. Itadori couldn't take it anymore...the tears cascacding down his face as his eyes lose the brightness in them completely.
Their senpai's bloody, mutilated and headless corpse was in front of them.
It was evening, and the stars were glimmering in the eastern sky as they passed the ruined oak and turned and went on down the hill between the hazel-thickets. Sam was silent, deep in his memories. Presently he became aware that Frodo was singing softly to himself, singing the old walking-song, but the words were not quite the same.
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