One of my vices is MCYT fanfiction (specifically SBI & associate/hermitcraft)

And a trope that ive seen rarely and crave very much is just. RFP wilbur soot being kind of a creep.

Problem is though, is I want him to be a CREEP, but not a predator and its very hard to find that dynamic. I like when this fucked up lil perverted characterization of him is creepy and pushy in a way but to (more or less, dubious is okay in my book) consenting parties. No one is saying no, if anyrhing they want more, but it still raises their hair on end.

Creep wilbur making those who arent shy about sex hesitate and fluster in the moment

Creep wilbur taking hold of the situation and enacting dominance when there wasnt originally a power dynamic like that

Even creep wilbur when not in that zone is hesitant, anxious and second guessing himself until the flip switches

Whoever hes with squirming and a bit uncomfortable but NOT wanting to get away. Hesitant but NOT unsafe. Vulnerable but NOT being abused.

I will need to write more about what it is about the fannonization of RPF wilbur that makes me want to see more of this from him in private. hopefully even find the roots of that facination and stop associating it with him.