#prncesscharming

Omg, thank you so much!!! 

∯ You sent me an amazingly sweet letter that arrived in the mail yesterday and you mentioned that you hoped we could grow closer again and maybe become pen pals since we don’t get to see each other that often. It reminded me why we were such close friends years ago, but it also reminded me why I’m so hesitant in trying to be more than distant friends again. I don’t want to hurt you, but I can’t stop thinking about how you hurt me without realizing what you were doing. Idk, I just don’t think I can reopen that door again after I worked so hard to keep it shut. 

∯ You continue to amaze me with everything you do. You can see through any of my bs and immediately work on making me feel better which is just so Whoa. I don’t know if it should scare me or not that you know me well enough to cheer me up without even being prompted to, but I do know that I appreciate the hell out of you. I really really really don’t want to ruin anything between us, but there’s so much that I want to tell you and it’s killing me to keep it all inside.