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Ready to be home.

Where I’m alone to be with myself. To not have everyone’s needs, thoughts and emotional mood swings laid at my feet to deal with.

Home where doing enough is my prerogative.

Home where if I’m broke, I can be that at home.

Free

Free to return to me.

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I’m about 68% sure I’m going to move to Philly. I talked to my mom about it today and at first she was ok and supportive and then tonight at 1:30am it’s “ I just can’t stand to see you go” but how can you stand to see me so unhappy and stifled?

I don’t like TX.

I’m so lonely here.

And it’s different kind of lonely. It’s the lonely that says there is no place for you here.

It’s a lonely that says we have no value for who you are.

I feel stifled and crowded.

I want to feel open and free.

I want space.

The trauma? The rejection? The codependent parental guilt?

I don’t know what it is in me that rejects this place or that place rejects me. I just no I need to be freer

I need space though to take up my own space.

#2:00 am thoughts #moving #anxiety #parentalguilt #privateyetpublic #coping