#prioritize

Being the face of the party's group is not all fun

Being the party of the group is not all fun

Deprivation doesn’t count for myself, because it makes me worth it, your smile gives me purpose

Just one more time, I tell myself, tiredness holds me tight

Praise and worship, stumbling through the dark

I keep going, burning like a comet, don’t know how to stop

Giving my best, everything screams for rest, until there is nothing left

There aren’t enough of me, to do what's asked from me

There is so little time, but the void in my head so loud

How can I be everything? Satisfy the greed

Running out, I am scared to fail

But I am on my own, solo course into hell, my strings rip and shell

I wanna do it all, but tell me how? One against the tides, don't know where I've been

I stretch myself too thin

Put on a happy face while sing their anthem

If I don’t spread love, why am I existing? I don’t need the silence, you the guidance

It’s alright

Locked up where love dies alone

A cemetery at the burning staircase, dear failure is my name

How many of me does it take to be enough when there is only one?

Tell me how shall I get this done?

When the voices never stay silent? Time’s running out every day…made up just to wreck, break and fail

When will I be enough?

...

... How can I be everything? I wanna do it all, but tell me how? One against the tides, I stretch myself too thin

Put on a happy face while applaud their anthem

If I don’t spread love, why am I existing? I don’t need the silence, you the guidance

It’s alright...

PSA For The Swan’s:

While it can be so much fun to try new things whenever we get the opportunity to do so, keep in mind, having a signature look that is authentic to who you are is much more classy and timeless.

This helps with your finances and being able to save, budget & put $$ aside for emergency funds or any other savings accounts that you should have.

If you’ve been blessed on your journey thus far to find a…

Hairstyle

Nail shape/design

Scent profile

Skin regimen

Fashion look

Vitamin/supplement’s

ect.. That works best for you.

Congratulations!

You have your very own blueprint.

Prioritizing mental health -

I love myself so much. So, It has become a must. If I want to get better. If I want to succeed. If I want to maintain a healthy mindset, I need to prioritize my mind.

Right now, that looks like calming my nervous system and changing mindsets. What helps is reading, posting here, journaling, being around animals. I am lucky I have friends and family to help, plus health care professionals.

If you are also experiencing overthinking overload or life consuming anxiety or high highs that don't last long, leading you to really low moods seemingly out of nowhere. You're not alone. And this is a sign/reminder to take care of yourself, whatever that looks like for you.

PRIORITIZE you baby.