Today has been a horrible day for me, mentally. Between no sleep, intrusive thoughts, and fighting crying it's taken everything for me to not go out and buy the biggest goddamned angus cheeseburger filled with a pound of bacon and some kind of pulled pork. I'd eat it and subsequently throw up, break into a rash, and sleep for 14 hours straight. I found that by keeping my hands busy (had to switch to scissors because knives can seem fun), creating something that takes time became rewarding. It's been a really bad week for me and I think the after effects are kicking in today, but I'm sitting here with some delicious rice wrap shrimp and cucumber greens along with my own house raspberry wine. I'm proud of myself for not giving into everything and working to stay positive amidst the chaos. #mycooking #ricewraps #shrimp #seafood #raspberrywine #homebrew #hooch #pretendchef #alcomahol #mybrew #localasfuck
