I need to take a break from people. Recenter myself and my home.
It's so easy to lose yourself in a momentum of things. Especially with depression.
Our birthday went OKAY. Just OKAY. There were a lot of people saying all these plans only for something else to come up. I'm not mad though because I didn't really plan anything either. This year in particular has had my people jaded and EXHAUSTED!!
And with a grain of salt I say that my friend groups need to be analyzed. "Are these connections I want to be in and associate myself with?" Do they care about me the way I care about them? Do they have the strength to handle things?" I need to really ponder this.
Thorn and I have been having some distance and space but when we meet it's pretty good. The type of connection right now where we can go sometime without talking. After a break I think- AND I JUST GOT WEED TO SMOKE DURING MY SOCIAL BREAK BROOO. Hearth BETTER bring me my tree brooo you said you would so let's get it done.
