So hey guys, I’m here again, with some personal stuff again. The funny thing is that it all started with watching Star Wars: The force awakens. I really liked the movie, and by really liked I mean “omgthiswasamazingiminlovesomebodyholdmeohgosh” and I was fangirling around, and one of my friends was like “okay true, it was good, but like an avarage good movie” and the sad thing is, that this is true. But why I liked it this much? Because I used to watch Star Wars with my father. When I was a little child he got me into star wars, it was my favourite movie, I don’t know how many times we watched the movies. The 6th was my favourite one, because it started with R2D2 and 3CPO and they were my favourites. I think I didin’t even understand the movies, but I liked it, my father liked it, and we were such a big fans, also big dorks (lol). He even took me to the cinema when the 3rd movie came out, and it was like one of my first films what I saw in a cinema. I loved it, and this was kinda like the same experience. But without my father. When my parents divoreced I was 7-8 years old, but dad still cared about me. And when I was around 11-12 maybe 13, we didn’t have the same relationship, and now, I’m almost 18 years old, I spent my teenager years without a father, I don’t know when we met last time, and usually I don’t care, but now I just sitting in front of my laptop, crying like a baby who just really misses his father. And I can’t stop. Send my some good dreams, let me sleep please? I want to be sleepy or tired, go to sleep.
