#prequelverse

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omg why is this sam? fdajfkajkfak shhh put it on their playlist k COUGH

      a beardless, freckled jacob seed ― being 18-19 years young ― and the first gulf war x

2) Getting used to sleepless nights alone...

4) "I know you’ve gotta go, but man do I not want you to.”

(A very brief, semi-destroyed, barely-recovered record on Hoyt’s mixed, illicit, then-controversial parentage (father Cobus Volker + mother, Awandé Moloi) by Willis Huntley for Jason Brody, gathered from South African archives \ Johannesburg which Hoyt himself sought to erase entirely in order to cover up his tracks and smudge his unclear identity after his father’s untimely, unresolved murder and his own, personal entanglement with the local Pirate Consortium which he later on took over almost single-handedly, seating himself at the position of his overthrown, betrayed former Boss and employer at the dawn of the Apartheid’s very last stand and the radical turn of the political tide within the borders of the newly-formed, re-instituted rainbow nation which he promptly fled from alongside an army of buccaneers, mercenaries and men for the hire gathered from all over the continent at his side (going as far and as beyond as Columbia and The Americas), right before finding his new headquarters and field of operation on the remote Oceanic, South-Pacific Archipelago of Rook Islands, becoming one of the most wanted men and dangerous criminals on the CIA international watch-list over the span of a decade, sought for various crimes against humanity, including a warrant on ethical cleansing, illegal drug-trade, weapon distribution, money laundering and slave-trafficking. It’s unknown if Hoyt Volker ever actually visited South African soil since.; S.A. circa 1950′s-1960′s \ my headcanonverse)

They loved each other. Obviously this never-ending fight comes from a place of deep hurt, wounds that didn’t heal and probably won’t heal. What we have here is a man who wants love and to be loved but kind of sucks at the actual act of being with someone. He’s already given up at least two romantic relationships to unapologetically try and get with Buffy and the idea that this is going to magically not be the case with whoever else he’s with, if Buffy’s an option, is a little bit dim. Faith falls easily and loves hard, she won’t admit it and she has a really hard time accepting any love sent her way. She’s awesome, though, at seeing and being whipped up by rejection and possible rejection. Obviously Faith loved Spike, even a little bit, back when Buffy was still firmly set on Dean’s lap but after what happened with Faith and Spike in s7 of BtVS I don’t think she had it in her to trust him. And Faith would much rather run and ruin something, herself, than wait it out on the off chance that you might leave her. I don’t see them really forgiving each other anytime soon..