#premiur

anxiety and my lack of impulse control are having a fist fight in my brain at any given moment, and who knows who’s gonna win. I also like to think I’m pretty artsy and creative, and as of late I am significantly more outgoing than I ever used to be. all in all, I feel like I’m at a point in my life where I’m finally growing into myself and figuring out who I’m supposed to be. it’s a nice feeling. 

     there are moments of their past plum rather put to the grave and it’s simply the day they learned they should never raise their voice to argue with their parents. it was one of the times plum was scared the most and left them not wanting to speak to many people that they didn’t know or trust too well for the longest time. even now that still has an effect on plum as they still won’t really raise their voice to argue and when they do it’s clear they are scared doing so.