#pream

What a busy day, I cant believe were prepping to open a store front. Many times ive been wanting to back off. It's a really scary feeling to start a business of something we havent been doing for so long, Im a jeweler, my husband is an editor. This is not what we know... Im up for life changes and challenges and even if i wanna back down now it feels unfair.

I try not to think too much and just enjoy all the steps bcus thinking if people will come, if people will like it petrifies me.

Today was a long day. Im trying to find healing from the fucked up world. Caring too much and also being handcuffed in a place thats not my own is scary right now. And coming back here reminds me I can just talk and instant feedback doesn't have to be a thing.

My best days is when i see animals, touch soil and do something for myself. It puts life in a perspective and ill cross the bridge when we get there.