This pictures was taken days before I met the girl I swore I was going to marry, the one who flipped my world upside down. just In both good and bad ways. One I wish I might have met at a different time maybe now, but anyways there's point to all of this. Though it says 1 year I must have just posted it late, so to help with time a little this was actually almost 4 or 5 years ago. Before I was struck with a itch to well try anything, this was me completely sober probably just getting home from. Practice or making up dance routines. Just being me, who you all know and have learned to love or even hate. That girl in that picture is what I wake up and strive to get back everyday. Not only striving for excellence but almost becoming addicted to always seeing the good. I had substance rob me of my light for 3 long years and ya know what as we all know I am nothing but human. I still fuck up, so with all that mumbo jumbo that has some of you probably jaw dropped at this point cause I "don't fit the description of an drug addict, well I was. When they say don't judge a book by its cover, I guess we could say that's a fact. This week has just been a really crazy one for me. Last year around this time I was in gwinnett medical fighting for my life because I wanted to enjoy life on all of my favorite past times, leaving me lifeless in my foyer for all of my family to see, frighten they were I could only imagine. Upset, angry, even more mad at me I bet. But there was nothing happy about me this time last year. Now I'm doing what it takes to find the key and though it's a never ending cycle at least with the tools Ive learned on the way it's a hell of a lot better than waking up dope sick. Can I get an AMEN! THIS IS FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE struggling with anyways, there are brighter days and you aren't alone. I love you even if we have never met. I care and am here if you need me.
