#pransya

Ang pransya sa mundo ng mga bakla ay hindi isang lugar, kundi isang karamdaman o hindi naman siguro karamdaman kundi isang estado ng pag iisip kung saan kung anu ano ang iniisip mo. Kadalasan, nasosobrahan ka sa pag iisip ng mga bagay bagay na nauuwi sa paggawa mo ng mga sariling konklusyon at aksyon na ikaw lamang ang may pabor.

Oh nakkksss!!!! Kung makapag explain akis akala mo kung sinong bonggang writer ako e 'no, hahaha. E mga Madam, ang pransya (pranny, prandable, pranti, prannicious etc and the like at kung ano ano pang pauso mo) ay binaklang term lang naman para sa baliw, psychotic, tamang hinala, praning. Praning - Pransya. Make sense! Hahaha!

Diyan nagsimula ang malaking pagbabago sa buhay babae ko. Akalain mo, may friend ako, itago natin siya sa pangalang, hmmmm, Friend. Hahaha! Si Friend, tanung ng tanong kung galit ako sa kanya, syempre sumasagot ako ng hindi kasi hindi naman talaga ako angry birds, wala akong galit, sama ng loob o kahit anong negative feeling na nararamdaman towards her. Sabi pa niya, hindi daw siya napapranny or something pero madami na daw siyang nahahalata. Hahaha. So OK, may paranormal powers siya! Sige, noted. E wala naman ako kasi talagang galit nga para kay Friend, kasi friend ko siya. Pero huwag ka, simula pa lang pala 'yun ng pagkapranny niya.

So, ikaw, kung friend ka talaga, syempre, kung ano man 'yang nahahalata mo, sana inopen up mo na ora mismo para nabigyang linaw 'di ba? Kasi ako, 'di ko talaga maisip kung ano, o baka dahil hindi ko siya nahashtag nu'ng one time na nagtweet ako, kasi du'n niya sinabing, 'hindi mo na ako tinatag, nakakahalata na talaga ako' Nakakaloka 'di ba?!!!! Kung ibabase mo ang galit ng isang tao dahil sa hindi ka tinatag sa Twitter, jusko, anong klaseng pag iisip 'yan?! Minsan pwede bang tamarin may shift + @ + your name?!

Pero hindi niya ako kinausap, cinomfront, o inopen forum. Sa halip (taray, sa halip!) , humingi siya ng space. We need space daw. I don't need space! Only lovers need space, not friends. Duh. At iunfollow ko daw siya sa Twitter at iuunfollow niya ako. Bongga! Di pa ako nakakapagreply, inunfollow niya na ako. No respect. No sign of understanding, no chance to explain, no second to defend our friendship.

HINDI AKO GALIT. Hindi ako galit sa kaibigan ko, pero she insisted, and she asked for space, without explaining, without any consent. Nagsuggest pa siya kung siya rin pala masusunod. LOL.

And that should made me the victim. Pero huwag ka, in turned to be the other way around, I became the suspect, the villain, the evil, the bad, the worse, the useless, the attitude, the omen, the bad omen, bad seed, kill joy, plastic, and all the worst attitude of the 21st century. Bongga ng twists and turns di ba? Minsan nga naiisip ko, planado ba 'to lahat? Is she enjoying the moment roit naawww? Ang galing e, parang teleserye. Kasi una, siya lang ang issue, ngayon, all of them hates me na, magic! At may defender pa sila na text ng text sa akin na kulang na lang, ipalamon sa akin drastically that I should accept my mistakes. OMG. OH.MY.GOD talaga. I was like, Is this really happening?

Wala akong ginawang mali. Sa katunayan, Sunday night yata o Monday morning nagsimula 'yung pagkapranny ni Friend pero on the Saturday night, magkakasama pa kami, o 'di ba? Nakakaloka! And to think na out of all the people here in the world, she's the one who knows me the most.

Nasaktan ba ako? Oo syempre. Kaibigan ko 'yun e. I can accept all other people to  stay away from me but certainly not my friend. A long time friend. That is just bullshit.

Tapos ang mas nakakatawang part e biglang I was the outsider na, suddenly, all of my friends slipped away. Dahil lang sa accusation niyang galit ako kahit na hindi na putangina naman kasi kung mapapranny ka huwag mo ako idamay, RIGHT?

Then a tweet told me na heto ang reason why they hate me:

okay, let me be the one to say it. ur daily dose of tantrums are just way so over exagerated for us to handle all the time.

CHARAN! So suddenly, they came up with a reason now, hmm, OK. :)

So I also came up with a realization that I don't have to explain myself at all, because I am a friend to all of them but sadly, they weren't. Who's selfish now? Ako pa ba? Boohoo. And they think I'm so stoopid not to know that it's me that they're trying to tell me that it's not me? Fuck you.

I love them. I love my friends, lalo na si Friend but I can't stand this pransya moment. Sorry. I'm outta here.

So to all my followers and non believers who are reading this post, don't ever ever do that to your friends. You have no idea how you are killing them and making them suffer.

If you're going to stay away or ask for space for someone, give them a good reason why. Don't be a plain asshole leaving people just because you want to. 

And sorry if by any chance, I have ruined your day by reading this post, I just thought I should post my rants here in my Tumblr, since this is my account and I feel like telling it, gumaan man lang loob ko, since masama naman tingin ng lahat sa akin. Mabawasan lang 'di ba, kahit konti, 'yung pain of being neglected and accused. After naman nito, so far, as of the moment, deadma na ako, I'm trying to totally stay away. :)

Fine. I'm the evil Inah Evanssssss and the rest will be the good and pretty girls. And they will also say na ang hilig ko magdrama, this is not any drama anymore, this is the fucking reality.

Enjoy my friends. I know you love them so much. Nyahahaha!