#praisedsun

i def feel like this is how summer and jude wiuld be at the very early parts of their fwb stage. when jude still wasnt sober summer def would feel frustrated at times because of how poorly he coped with everything and i feel like at some points she felt as if theie wasnt a point if trying to make things work with someone if they didnt really want to be alive to see the relationship work out. idk if this made sense but this song made me think of it lol

DEFFFFF!!! "How's it gonna help me when you're too far gone to try?. All you do is smoke your Marlboros and slowly putrefy. I don't want to live together knowing we'd both rather die" and "I'm not the flower that wilts only for you to teach me to grow. And I'm not a drunken wet kiss in the basement at one of your shows" is so them.

Summer doesn't really know how to help him and I think she doesn't really understand why he's doing it if he knows that it's deadly. She doesn't really know what's going on with him and I feel like in the early fwb stages she doesn't know if she knows who is as a person since he changes up so quickly. She's upset that he doesn't know how to cope with things properly, she's upset because she doesn't how she feels about the situation, she's tired of sloppy hook ups and make outs in dark corners of the club or in his van