#pradypoet

Tearing back the layers,

Remembering all the sides of me,

Pulsating with the momentary energy,

Of you inside and me outside,

Gentle caress on a bed of mutual destruction,

Untangling lies embedded on our skin by those unworthy, whilst tangling truth to embers to fire to,

Expire and breathe,

The door is closed,

The music is all done,

Don't come round here, no more.

There isn't anything for you,

Just a silent night with no sleep,

I need to close the chapter,

And empty the barrels of tears,

I cannot heal thee,

I can't save me,

All I can do is listen,

So many people never know what it truly means to me,

I tell many people that I love them, and it pauses on them, I watch it.

They decide where in them it belongs,

What context it makes them feel safe,

Friend, Family, Lover, Stranger, Weird woman expressing inappropriately,

And you want to know a secret,

A little truth that no one knows,

Come closer, lean in and truly feel these words,

I'm not talking to you here,

I'm talking to the stardust that this whole universe is made of,

Because if I love the stardust inside me,

How could I not love the stardust in you.

So decide if you must where this love lies here,

But when we return to the dust,

If I could list the deception out loud,

The deception of my entire,

The deception of my truth,

There lies within me a death howl,

An agonizing scream,

to pierce the very fabric of existence,

You were the love so true,

That penetrated the depths of soul,

Held me enthralled,

So much so, I gladly gave you all,

Willingly and now I wonder why I cannot breathe.

To exhale is to see,

I'll never show it, but fuck man,

Do your dots not connect,

Is there a blip on your radar,

Do you need to heal, let me love you till I drown,

My death will give life,

You will be spectacular,

Roll up, Roll up

Only narcissistic assholes need apply

Allow my empathy to justify your shit.

Don't actually do the work, just steal my words and reguratate them till you sound enlightened.

And it's ok, when you've had enough just withdraw,